i was once his,and he was once mine

i love the month of APRIL the most for diz year!!!!!=))))

seeing u being success,i feel proud too

8:37 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR JACK YAP CHAUR MING =))))

stay young always!!!

4:52 AM
WOOO HOO!!finally i got my new webcam d...after so long...

mum promised me so long d..and finally she got it for me!!YEAHHH YEAHHH!!!!i hate the old webcam..sux like hell!!!




11:25 PM
im gonna blog something tht i didnt blog for very long time ago d..hrmm..i think 2 mths..haha!didnt see them for quite a long time d...i met jack 2 mths ago..henley..hrmm..i duno..hahah!!!

thx teng for bringing me to the fans gathering..i woke up around 6 sumting in the morning..aHH!!!i was so so tired coz i slept late the night before..

but wut to do,stil hv to wake up earli just to see jack..akakka!!reach kl sentral kinda earli and we had our mc breakfast over there..

went off to sg wang..we reached there very earli..and all the shops haven open yet..waited there..walked around..but stil got ntg to do..they said we hv to reach there at 10am..but wut to do,MALAYSIANS ARE ALWAYS NOT PUNCTUAL!!!arghH!!!thts the thing i hate the mostt...we can oni get in at 11am..so we spent our time crazying outside...enjoyed it too =)

we were divided into 2 groups..argh!!i hate it when i don even understand them speaking in mandarin..sumting odd numbers o even numbers...i duno at all!!!disgrace disgrace...

i was in the same group as jack..YEAH!!=) started with the game,hrmm..i duno wut it called..we just hv to tie the balloons on our leg and step on other ppl's balloon..

when jack was distributing the balloons,he was like "why u bcome so thin d hurh?" lmao!!im thin im thin im thin!!akakak!!but,my face is still tht fat..argh!!hate it hate it hate it!!i don like chubby face!!i don likeee!!!

our group won for tht,coz jack hide the balloons inside his shirt!!wthhH!!!hahah!!!and my balloon bursted by teng!!aHH!!!wthh!!!she used her hand to burst it!!!

den another game,we hv to find a few things..and some is inside the roller skate ring..we hv to go in..aHHH!!i duno tht jack is good in roller skating...eeee!!!!henley's group won for tht....

had fun chit chatting with them after tht...jack's bday is approaching,chris and others asked me to kiss jack and they wil sing bday song for him..goshH!!!i don even dare to do tht...they pushed me infront of jack and told jack tht i wana "biao bai" to him..i hv been keeping my feelings for very long d..and i wana tel him today..omg!!i was so blur..i didnt even said tht before..they simply talk..i was so shy!!!i duno wut to do..they told jack i wana kissed him..but ended up hugging him oni..and they started singing a bday song for him..jack was so blur..same goes to me too..aHHH!!!all are chris's ideas!!!

talked to them,taking pictures with them...fun fun fun..chit chatted with yee ti too..nice nice =)

jack played magic with me..ahH!i feel myself so stupid..i don even noe all those magics..and all of them noe!!bullied by them..arghHH!!

have so much fun with them!!!!!!



chris and i..taken by mr jack yap..lol!!he was inlove with teng's camera...

went kfc with teng after tht..coz gonna wait until 3pm for their roadshow..den waited for them infront of the stage..got ntg to do...and thts wut we owaz do =)


calvin,the so-called-G..hahahha!!!the joker =)

=)

HAPPY BDAY JOANNE!!!!

3:15 PM
actually i was in the very very super duper good mood just nowww..coz i gonna see jack jack tomoro!!!hahah!!

but...someone just ruined my mood..by telling me bout his stufff....it's not a good stuff too!!!it's something tht make me so....ARGHHHH!!!!!!

don tell me if u think it will make me angry,sad or whatever plzz!!!!!!!!!and and anddd....im trying to forget..and sudd somebody just step in and tell me bout his stuff..and i recall everything back..argh!H!HH!!!!im sufferinggg!!!!

when can i get rid of this?!!?!!!yeaaa...i hv improvement on it d...i seldom mention bout him d...and nowww...ahhh!!i duno wut to dooo!!!no mood after knowing bout tht stuff...

*no mood to edit the pic too*

i told her "AHH!!!i don care larr!!" but i cared bout it....

okie..tmr is a new day =)))) i gonna enjoy tmr!!!!

10:59 PM

=(

wont be updating my beloved blog tht often anymoreeeeee

wait for me..wait for me..wait for me after spm yeaa!!!!

another 19 more dayssss to go....goshHH!!it is so so so nearrrr

10:55 PM
wooots!!im back to school..haha!!!didnt go to skul for kinda long d...coz im lazy!!lazy!!lazy!!!

im will try to go to skul everyday for diz week..i will try...any rewards??hahahha!!!!

having some minor exam in school today..i slept for my add mathss...i hate add maths!!!!!



im gonna appreciate my secondary skul lifeeeee coz just left a mth to go oni....

4:30 PM
shir and i were so free yday..and we went over to aeon for our lunch..hrmmm..shud be studying at home rite since spm is just so near..but i stil cant resist of gng out..aiksss...

kinda bored in aeon and we went over to lee yee's house...chit chatted and den went back... at night,shir and i went to mcd to study...lmao!!!!but kinda nice studying there...eng khoon is good in maths =)

reach back home...started scolding me diz and tht..my bro didnt close the window,and a cat came in..making duno wut thing dropped on the kitchen floor..making the whole floor to be dirty..and she blamed me for thtt...i was so MOOODY!!!just mop the floor..haiz :(

den she started asking me bout my accident all those...scolding me diz and tht..saying diz and tht..she thinks i wan it to be happen is it?!?!she thinks im very happy for diz thing is it?!?!!!why cant she just think of my feelings too?!!?!!

she thinks wuteva she tells me, everything will be back into normal is it..damnN!!!!it happened d means it happened d!!!!

she started saying tht road is very dangerous..lots cars..diz and tht..she asked me why don wana turn to another side..she is expecting me to use the road to go until eng ann and come bak to meru is it?!!!?!!!arghhHH!!!!she got ntg to blame..and she used diz way..stupid rite?!!!!

10:36 PM
im sorrry..

im here to apologize...

10:50 PM
miss me??im sure u guys miss me..akakK!!just joking just joking..don take it so seriously..

finally i got all my trials papers back..kinda satisfied with it except moral(disappointed)..as i studied everything las minute..i deserved the result too..

gonna work hard diz time for my SPM!!coz everyone is like giving me hope..tht i can get good result diz and tht..since everyone thinks tht i can,so i must hv confidence on myself too..haha!!!but not too much..or else,i will be more disappointed

hv been eating MCD often lately with shir...yday went to mcd for our lunch and met eng khoon up there..and today after skul,we went there again for our lunch..

our skul is crazy..form 3 is having PMR but they still wan everyone to go to the skul..stupid rite?!?!!everyone wil be making noise in the skul,how can they do their exam properly..pity pity pity them..but after this week they gonna be free d..how nice XD i hope im stil the pmr-ians now..everything is so easy =)

school is not giving us any exams..argh!!!is like so free..stress freee!!!!!don even hv exam..i wan more exam!!!i wan more exam!!!so i can noe how well i can do..but our skul..speechlessssss....

2:50 PM
haven gett all my papers back yet...

wut to do..convent teachers are always very lazy..

i just kinda shock with my maths result...i lost 12marks in my plane and elevation coz i didnt draw with the scale..so i tot my result will be sux..and b4 tht i checked my paper 1 with teng,i got 3 mistakes..make me so upset..but phewww!!!miracles happened...1 mistake oni..tht fucking silly mistakes..i see wrongly!!!argh!!!!and yeaaa...my maths result is sooo much better than wut i expected =))) everyone hv done very good for maths too..lots ppl get 100..whoaaaa..

an A for my sejarah too...yeahhHH!!!!im loving ittt....plz plz plz..more A's lai lai lai~haha!!!

stil waiting for my bm paper...hopefully i can get A!!!!!!!!i noe i did badly for it..but im still hoping for an A for my beloved bm..lol!!!

10:52 PM
most of the students are sleeping now..or mayb burning midnight oil to study..haha!!!

but mun and i spend our time playing puzzle every night..except yday..haha!!coz i was so sick..so skipped a day..

usuali we try playing normal..but today we tot of trying advanced...the puzzle wil be in a smaller pieces..

arghhhH!!!when we got it..we were like.."tau tiah ar!tau tiah!!"(headache ar!headache) haha!!

but of coz we did not giv up tht easily..continue playing and playing and playing..haha!!!




12:45 AM
i felt kinda dizzy and tired yday morning..i tot coz i cried yday after quarreling with my mum,so i felt abit tired..so i just drove to skul..when i reach skul,i was not feeling well d..whole body very tired..whole day lying down on the table but i just cant sleep..

i did a wrong decision for gng to skul yday..i tot i will get back my papers..but it is so damn wrong..didnt even get any papers..just spend my time lying down on the table..i cant even go back home..so i just hv to wait for skul over..

after skul,fetch nicole,fion and jc for lunch..den drop fion and jc for tuition and nicole back home..on the way back home,i was kinda dizzy d..and it was raining heavily...i cant even see the road properly..wana reach home asap..but i cant speed too..coz kinda sked...

reach home,straight away sleeeep until night..mum came back,and brought me to see doctor..and im hving HIGH FEVER!!!and my throat is very very very RED!!! my whole head felt so heavy..don even feel like walking..

went back..i just can eat plain porridge..coz im vegetarian..so got ntg else i can eat..after eating medicine went and sleep d..slept damn earli okie!!!and my alarm clock said wana wake me up at 3am to eat medicine..but instead of waiting him to wake me up,my mum wake me up at 3am..haha!!!he boh sim 1 larrr...aikssss...

den 9am mum wake me up for medicine again..followed mum back to kuala selangor to pray for my grandpa..i felt so much better today =) my fever reduced d..no sore throat d..but im having cough...issssH!!!

anyway,thx for my friends concern..thx for the call,thx for the msg..thx for everything..yea..i gonna tk care of myself as exams is approaching..thx alotttt!!!!

i love gng to skul nowadays...i love gng to tuitions too =))))

still thinking whether i shud go to see jack on 25th oct in sungei wang anot...i didnt see him for quite long time d..shud i go??i duno wut to do!!!!SPM is just nxt month..and his event is at the end of diz month..macam mane??!?!!!

7:21 PM
my first day of driving to schoool..pick shir up too..and we headed to mcd in andalas for our breakfast...yea yea..we were late for school..but who caress...skul having assembly every monday..sit inside the hall to sleep too..so its better to spend our time in mcd..haha!! we were the 1st customer..hehe!!nicey niceyYY~!!i love mcd..


too badd..im gonna be vegetarian for tomoroo..no mcd for a day..aiksss...


oh yeaaa...got my result today..the one i satisfied the most is my english =) im loving it!!thx to my paper 1..i owaz do badly for my paper 2...i prefer essays..essays owaz help me to score for my english paper..

morning,shir and i were talking bout ppl crying for their results..and guessed wut..we cried too!!goshH!!!daMNN!!!

i admit i over confident for my moral...coz my moral is owaz A1,A1 and A1..

i cried when i get to noe my result..i was so disappointed..i nvr tot it will be tht baddd..

and when teacher told me she cant believe she is marking my paper..i cried even moreee!!!damnN!!!i dropped alot....and quite lots ppl were quite shock with my marks...haiz!!!i cant belif im getting tht marks too..OVER CONFIDENT!!!!

there are stil quite lots of mistakesss...hopefully it helps me...*praying hard*

i didnt sleep whole night yday...i duno why..im just too excited to go back to skul to get my paperss...i duno why!!!rarely see meifenn loves gng to skul so much..hahaha!!!

im gng to skul again tmr =) results results results =( =( =(


playful classmates =)

10:50 PM

jiachyi non stop saying she wana play diz and thtt...but i was kinda sked to sit those ride...yea yea..im sked of height..seriously!!!argh!!!so went and sit duno wut stupid ride larrr..tot it will be okie..didnt turn upside down..so went for it..

but guessed wut?!?!goshHHH!!!i cried...and very headacheeee...so came down and sat down to rest..arghHHH!!!i was so so so skeddd...it's like taking my life...hand don even hv energy to carry my bag anymore..thx to jc =) she helped to carry my bag a while..haha!!i will nvr go for it anymore!!i don wana cry again...

after tht,they hv to folo me to sit those kiddy rides coz i was very headache..so we went for the euro wheeeeel..

the scenery..it's not nice anyway..hahaha!!!

after tht ride..walk around and went bac home d..coz mum keep on calling me non stop..arghHHH!!!my holidays gonna end..so i hv to enjoy to the fullest..hahaha!!!

11:49 PM
it is 2.16am right nowwww...and we planned not to sleeeeeep tonight..

i slept at 5am yday....so how bout today???

gonna see who kenot tahan XD wooo HOOO~~!!

yea....we r too free..got ntg to do..akakk!!damn!!i didnt study for diz holidays..hahha!forget bout it then...

bak kut teh tmrrrr morning :) cant wait for it,shirrrr!!!!!!!

2:15 AM
aaHHH!!!!it is 4.16am right now..and i haven sleep.....

i felt so bad over something..i felt so badddddd :( :(

im sorrrrrryyyy!!!!!!!!!!

4:15 AM
first of all,SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all my readers =) enjoy ur raya raya holidays alright!!!im enjoying mine too..ekekke!!!

family dinner again today...den went over to grandma's house..as usual,they played mahjong..but i duno how..so 3 cousins and i,we played using tht mahjong thingy but not mahjong..haha!!coz we got ntg else to do...stupid bro keep on disturbing us..coz he got ntg else to do there too..no com,no internet too..thts why i dislike gng there..ish!!!


6:26 PM