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she's a very stubborn and sensitive girl.easily cry over a small thing and when she's angry.That's just a way to release her anger.
she doesnt really know how to make up her mind and always being confused between a few decisions.she doesnt stay permanent on something she chose.she changes her mind easily.
she loves laughing around and with her smile on her face most of the time.A happy-go-lucky girl.
get very happy and excited very easily too =)
but take my word for it,she gets moody very easily too.
thats what most of the cancerians do.


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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

i went aeon AGAIN today..yea..AGAIN!!!!but this time with few of my classmatess...

i was late AGAIN!!!not in purpose,when i hv taken my bath,my dad asked me to help him to type duno wut thingy..argh!!u noe lar,his writing is like those doctor's writing..so he hv to correct alot alot alot of spelling errors...it took around half hour..so im late for half hour...

went and pick yi theng up,den evon in sentosa again...and went over to aeon..

i was craving for mcd..didnt eat mcd for quite a long time d..hrmm...few days??hahhaha!!!!

i love the effect =) nicey!!!
im lovin' it!!!!!i just love mcd very very very much!!!
i saw sin dee there..yeah!!!!my ex skul mate...she stil luks the same..but she said i changed alot...is it??
choy hui is there too..my senior..used to go to her class and talk talk talk talk lots.haha!!
den went over to greenbox..met up with ivan(keng kitt) and fang sheng in starbucks for a while...and went back to greenbox again...

as usual,i go there is like wasting my money oni..hahah!!coz i don sing song!!!!im shy to sing...so not many ppl hear me sing before..ekekke!!!

i sang,but without microphone..haha!!
proudly present u the ambassador =)
nicey nicey =)

half way singing,saw a guy,looks kinda familiar passed by our room..and it was wei loong!!hahhah!!but not very sure,den smsed and asked ivan(see)..i lost wei loong's num d..haha!!and yea..it was him..went to their room to say hi and bye before gng back..

evon said...im the smallest size among them,but im driving..such an insult..lmao!!!

fetch all of them back home..and when i reach home,mum started nagging and nagging and nagging..argh!!!!!!if 1 day,she doesnt nag,i guess the house will be in peace...how nice~~!!!

p/s: saya sudah turun pangkat!!HAHAHA!!!hrmm...wana noe wuts tht,ask me thru msn..haha!!!



7:07 PM
Monday, September 29, 2008

im tired tired tired tired...woke up quite earli today,fetch my grandma over to aeon...i told her around 12-12.30..and she told my cousin around 11-11.30..so i hv to rush rush and rush..

went to setia alam to pick her up..and den go to aeon..argh!!i tot not many cars coz it is a holiday....speed as fas as possible..coz i don like ppl to wait for me..

met up with cousins and aunt..went over to pizza to eat..den went and look for fang sheng..forced him to accompany me to walk around the aeon..haha!!he complained alot -_-another cousin saw us walking together..she tot we were couple..wtf!!!!!

den went and meet up with cousins back...walk walk walk around..met so many friends there..few juniors from my skul,venessa,tsien lee and another cousin there..hrmm..i saw so many cousins XD

gng down to look for grandma,den saw tai haw,shu how...turned back saw yong yaw's back..XD haha!!den went and look for grandma and went back d..too tired..

bought a top =) tired tired..stil hv to concentrate on driving..argh!!!!and it was so so so jam at the bridge again..as usual...damn!!!

asked shir to go kp with me again..but she just came back from there..argh!!i hate to be alone at home....MAMAMIA~~!!!

blister on my foooooooooooot!!!awwww!!!


*p/s:friends,please do not drink or smoke just to get rid of some problems..please don!!!


4:46 PM
Saturday, September 27, 2008

went out yum cha again with diz 2 fella...didnt see pei san for quite some time d....crazy and crazy and crazy with them..

talked to them about the stuff...and they said 1 of my eyes abit cacat..hahhaha!!of coz lar~~i cried yday nite..and cried diz morning..awww!!im so emo..emo emo emo!!!i need to change d!!i don wana be so emo anymore!!but wut to do,im cancerian..haha!!

hrmmm..too bad xue lin cant join usss...we used to crazy over superstar 1 so so so much!!reali alot!!!!xue lin with her rickman,aipei with her winson..pei san and me crazy over the wee(terence) lmao~

but now.........all of us are tired of chasing them d.....no mood for it too..hahahah!!!!

okie..fine..diz pei san keep on disturbing me when i wana ss..argh!!keep on destroying my pic...luk at the pic..haiz!!im totally speechless....

so i changed place...hahaha!!they were so amazed tht i can roll my tongue..and they cant..akakkaka!!!neninenipupu~~

fetch diz 2 fella back home...well,i reali felt so much better after gng out with u guysss....whenever i stay at home,the thing keep on running across my mind...damn it!!and i just hate it so much!!!!

gonna hang out with u guys more often =))))

thx pei san for treating us diz time..hehehe!!don worry..gonna treat u soon..be patient alright =P

some of the pictures for yday's party...

eng khoon =) the bday boy
hock mun =)


11:00 PM

my mum talked to my sis just now..and i was chatting with her through msn...i told her about the incident,i cried so much yday night...

she was asking me not to do so much things anymore..it makes me very cheap...i noe,i noe!!but i just cant stop myself from dng all these..haiz!!!!
well,she was so depressed..she's alone in australia..she hates her life in australia..and mum told me she cried just now...


i duno why i cried for her too...yea..im a very very very emotional gal..i just feel tht im having the same feelings too....her bf is so far apart with her...she's busy with her studies..and the bf is busy with his works..aiksss.....i duno how they gonna maintain diz kinda far-distance relationship..


i noe she doesnt read my blog..i jsut wana let her noe,i will be supporting her all the way..im not the small gal she thinks anymore..im a lil matured now..i noe how to think d..and i love my sister!!!!!


5:55 PM

i didnt online for 3 days..whoa!!break record..the laptop is just bside me..but i did not even touch it...i was kinda busy with my trials and some other stuff..so i didnt even bother to luk at my laptop too..and lazy to on it..

everyone was not encouraging me to do it..it was kinda dangerous for me to drive so far,without lisence(stupid ah loon is not free to gimme my lisence)..and my driving skill is not tht good too..and shir was very worried about me,coz i don see cars behind me..she worried sumting wil happen on me..lmao!!!

i asked yi chien to accompany me to go...but at the end,she ffk..went to a shop..parked kinda far and walked...coz got no parking..but when i stepped in,the shop is not open yet...den walked bak to the car..and quickly drive as fas as possible to pick up evon,i worried tht i will be late coz i reach home late..den evon brought me to a shop near by to buy..bought it,and quickly speed to the destination..haha!!

i was stunned when i reach there..duno wut to do..asked evon to do everything..hand and leg shivering..i duno why!i duno why!!!

talked talked talked..i was soooooo paiseh...den went off,a stupid lorry was turning to my side,came so near to my side and bang my side mirror..i was like wtf?!!?!!i was so worried..stopped by and see..phew~just my side mirror..ntg happened..

drove back home as fas as possible,coz i sked my mum wil find out tht i drive out..haha!!oh yea~another thing..i went and pump petrol,i duno how to pump..so i asked the shell guy to help me pump..asked me so many questions..i don even noe wut he is asking for..keep on telling him "tak tahu lar..tak tahu..pertama kali" lmao~!!!
i don wana talk about my trials..coz it is over..so just let it over....and wut i need to do now,is to work harder for my SPM..and wait for my trials paper back,and see where i hv to improve myself..i wana score well!!!!!!!!!!my las exam in schooling life.....

i reach home after trials..prepared myself and rush out to pick lee yee up to aeon..my 2nd time crossing over the river =) went there and buy present for eng khoon's bday...

when i wana go back,received a call from fang sheng and he asked me to help him to buy a wallet for eng khoon too...well,it was so much better to bring a guy out,to help me to choose a gift for a guy =) thx to him..haha!!coz i seriously duno wut guys like...

rush back to grandma's house with lee yee for dinner...im having a tuition at 6pm..

had my dinner for 15 minutes..rush and went to pick shir up for tuition..teacher was not in the class yet..so diz is wut we hv done for the pas 1 hour..TADAHHHHHHH!!!!










su wei with us,the counter gal =) a very nice gal




teacher came in and she said she forgotten bout it..lmao...after tuition,went over to eng khoon's house for his bday party...well, we were the latest..coz we went over there after tuition...fang sheng with his "gou wu bo" and "kui tiam liao" swtttt......

went back kinda earli..send nicole and lee yee back tooo...

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i cried so badly over something just now....i was so so so so down..i felt myself so useless!!useless!!!useless!!im useless!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hrmmmm.....well,i felt so much better after listening advice from so many ppl..thx thx thx!!!!!!!!it helps me alot....thx for the phone calls =) but i stil duno wut i shud do now...im in dilemma,everyone...

*i got my lisence today..yeaHOOO~!*



12:46 AM
Sunday, September 21, 2008

the las week...the las week of trials..yeahOO!!!den im gng for shopping,massage....fOOH~~enjoying my life..as if spm is over d...

gonna work harder in diz 1 mth before the spm...i wana get goooood result..ahH~who don wan to get good result oso rite..everyone wants it..so together do for the las 1 mth alright!!hopefully i wont be lazy anymore..thts wut my mum owaz complain bout me -_-

btw,i wana go out for yum cha yum cha yum cha!!!!addicted to it..coz i don wana stay at home..lifeless!!aHH!!life before SPM is just so freaking lifeless k..wana enjoy my teenager life,but bcoz of spm..i hv to cut down everything..shit!!

physics tmr..argh!!i hate physics..i hate physics!!i hate the electricity part the most...lots of formulae need to memorise..hv to turn our brain up and down to think how to do..argh!!!!!regret choosing science stream..but i hate art stream too..i hate accounts!!

i guess im not good in anything...im not good in memorising,calculating,and others...im not talented in anything tooo...just good in talking..but..when im infront of a big crowd..i lost my confidence..im afraid of crowd..thts wut im afraid the most..i hate dng presentations and all those..

okie..i found sumting im good in it....sleeping!!TADAH!!!!my dad loves sleeping too..genetic disease XD!!

im wearing my primary skul,MGS shirt okie!!whoa!!semangat MGS pulak..LMAO!!!


11:05 PM
Friday, September 19, 2008

big eye bags...dark circle...well,not tht obvious in picture...but stil can see the eye bags rite..damN!!!

slept for 4 hrs in the afternoon..but yet....im still sleepy...didnt get enuf sleep for a day,im already tht tired..how m i gonna continue it until spm??1 more mth 1 more mth!!!!!

*yawn*i look so dead...dead fish!!!!!!


but yeah =) i can get to sleep well tonite....


i was having a convo with elaine and evon today after chemistry paper..hrmm,i don wana talk bout chemistry..coz i didnt even study for the manufactured substances -_-" so whole page duno..aHH~don care lar..spm not tht tough...


okie..the conversation is talking bout ppl's bday..coz today is jacinta's bday..and my mum's bday too..talked talked talked den sudd i interupted the conversation with "yy's bday is on 23rd!!" and 2 of them kept quiet and luk away..akakak!!can see tht they feel so zhar dao..lmao!!!


bio is tough,chem is tough...physics on monday..gonna be tough too!!!


add maths..wa piang eh~!!!i hate add maths =)


11:11 PM

fetch yi chien out yday after skul for lunch...very desperate to drive XD

oh yea!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUM~!!!!!!

actually i don rmb it was her bday too..yday studied chemistry,and i received a cal from wee..but it was kido..he asked me to open the door..i was so blur tht time..cant blame me,keep on trying to memorise chemistry oni..

den went down and open the door...and he brought a cake for my mum..i was like "why u bring tht cake for her?" LMAO~and he told me..

hrmm...diana came too..surprised XD!!!and actually i prefer orange more than her..so i asked her whether she knows who m i anot...and she said yea..*shock* she said she saw my picture with wee,orange and others..ekekek!!

talked talked talked talked..den dad came down and joined..i was holding chemistry book,but talking to them..and diz kido said very seldom can see me so hardworking..argh~sounds so sarcastic ei...haha!!

they went off after tht,continue to study my chem..gosh~!!JPS set the paper very difficult...hopefully spm is not tht tough......

nxt week is the las week of trials..cant wait for it..wana go for shopping..mum promised =) waiting for raya raya raya~~

having a big eye bags and very dark circle d...argh!!!!!


6:26 PM
Wednesday, September 17, 2008

after a week of fooling and slacking around,i gonna start to nerd again..im having my bio paper tmr =( follows up by chemistry paper on fri and physics on monday..argh!!!science subjects continuos for the 3 days..

yea..i owaz study las minute..thts why my results is so sucky..hopefully i wont be lazy when it comes to spm..*pray hard*

and now,i passed my driving test..i think i gonna lepak around more often..argh!!!i hv to control myself too...spm spm spm~!!the future is in my hand..left another 1 more mth to spm..whoa!thts fas..just a blink of eyes..

i didnt aim for straight A's although my parents want me to get it..but i noe,i cant do it..so i think i shud not put so much hope on it as i noe it wil giv me a bigger disappoinment...if it strikes my goal,i wil be very happy d =)

and another thing bout me, when im sleepy,thts it...i will go into sleep...so im not those person who can burn midnight oil just to study...thts impossible~~!!

well,alot of teachers in my school complained that our batch(diz yr) very playful,very lazy and our results are not tht good compared to our seniors and other year..even our PMR straight A's students dropped half % compared to 1 yr before us..and after our yr,it increased back..

and this is wut i think,and i feel it makes sense too =) hrmm...when we were in std 3,it was the las yr for PTS rite..rite?!?haha!!so most of the smart smart students jumped a grade higher....and left abit in our year oni..and after our year,no PTS anymore..so nobody replace those smart students who had jumped a grade higher..

hrmmmm...agree??


5:53 PM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008

i see diz shir feng twice for today...haha!!rested for less than 2 hrs den hv to see her again..lmao..

went and watch 'Money Not Enough 2' with mum and angeline..reached there late...

saw hsiu fung and elaine loo there too :) they sat just 1 row infront of us..haha!!saw some kwang hua gals there too..i duno wuts their name..just saw them before..

gosh!!!the movie funniest part is when the mum kept on asking the son whether he eats d anot..damn funny okie!!!their reaction..omgosH~!!!it's just so funny..luff til my stomach omos burst...

and i cried when they asked their mum to sleep inside the kitchen and eat inside the toilet..omg omg omg!!!and when the mother died just for the grand daughter..very touching okie!!kept on holding my tears...paiseh to cry out..hahhahaha!!!

after the movie,went to the toilet..and everyone's eyes were red!!!den went for supper..mi hun ke again :) yeaH~!!!!

too bad....joanne don wana join us...aiks!!!!shir,need to wait after trials to hang out again :) nxt week!!!yeah!!!



11:21 PM

actually tot of gng for physics class today,no transport and dad asked me to drive...i need a person to accompany me when im driving..but nobody dare to sit my car -_-" so ended up didnt go for tuition..

drove to meet up with shir..and went to kp to meet up with fang sheng and ivan..damn!!i kenot stand with fang sheng anymore!!keep on boom-ing ppl..
the couples in mcd..akkakak!!!!duno wut they dng there for so long...haha!

den went over to joanne's hse in setia eco park..before tht drop by in grandma's house to disturb her..haha!!!

the security in setia eco park is so so so tight!!!waited in the guard hse for 15 minutes..argh!!!!

den shir drove back home coz we need to rush back home d...and when im on my way back home after dropping shir..gosh!!my side mirror knocked a person's car..and the mirror fold up..scary!!!luckily nobody there..so i just drove back home..phew!!!!


my driving sux okie!!!!



5:39 PM
Monday, September 15, 2008

I PASSED!!!!!!I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST~~YEAHOO!!!!!I CAN DRIVE LEGALLY NOW!!!!!THX TO THOSE WHO WISHED ME =)

i get to noe a new fren,ex kwang hua gal :) she passed too..yeahOO!!!


sabrina =)

whoa!!i tot i will fail coz he keep on saying me diz and tht..and i even forgot to put signal!!i reali tot i will fail d..and he even tel me wut to do..asked me to change gear,go diz and go tht lane..and he even helped me to step on the break!!!i keep on saying sry to him..i said i was too nervous and i cant rmb anything..

chit chatted with him too!!not like the previous examiner,whoa!!kept quiet the whole time and so fierce!!eee yer!!!

he asked me "boleh pass tak?" and i answered "boleh lahhH~~" he just smiled..LOL!!!

thx thx thx to tht guy!!!!!!!!! i reali tot i will fail d....but thx to him!!i did so many mistakes but he stil let me pass =) yEAH~~



11:55 AM
Sunday, September 14, 2008

i jsut posted tht day tht i don wana cut my hair anymore..but i went and cut my hair today after tuition....i hate my fringe..it covers up my eyes..and it makes my eyes feel so itchy..

today is my 1st time gng tuition on sunday!!!1st time in my life..and 2 tuitions in 1 day..whoa!!followed yun chin,suzanne and chye hong to go for the 2nd session..after tuition,went and eat my fav mi hun ke =)..went to tuition again after tht..

after tuition i drove back home :) YYYEEEEPI~~~addicted to driving =) den went to cut my hair short..but phew~it's not tht short....mum asked the person to cut my fringe shorter..but i refused!!i wil luk so damn stupid with tht...


driving test tmr..hopefully i can pass!!!i wana drive to skul!!!


6:46 PM
Saturday, September 13, 2008

i smsed with pei san just now..and she told me wut she felt towards me..omg!!!she make me felt so touched with wut she said

she said i didnt wish her for her bday..and she waited for me to wish her until the nxt day of her bday...omg~i feel so bad..and she said she was very very sad coz i didnt wish her..she told ai pei,her mum,and her another fren about it..gosh!!!

and she said she felt left out for some reasons..i cant mention wuts the reasons here..i hv to respect her..

we didnt contact each other for quite some time d...we used to chat everyday las time..and used to hang out together..and used to chase artist together las time..and i stil rmb how i hypnotized her to folo me to chase for superstar 2..hahaha!!

and now...im kinda lazy to chase artist d except for OJNK..and she oso stick on her nick chung oni..so we chase the diff artists..and we didnt get to meet tht often anymore..and thts how we lost contact..and she's working now d,very seldom on9..

gosh~!she reali make me felt so touched.....even my ex-es nvr make me feel tht touched before..LOL!!!

kinda miss few friends tht i didnt meet for quite some time d..carmen..the another crazy gal tht we hang out together with pei san too..

rachel,the big jie jie..tht used to giv me advices when i was in relationship prob..and she's reali a very good sis :) very caring..and i noe her thru shyan,superstar 1 contestant..

mun yee and sue kiun..we used to be very close when 3 of us liked wee very very much..used to talk on the phone everyday...

and lots lots more tht i didnt chat for quite long d....

yeah =) friends played an important role in my life~!and i cant leave without them..without friends,theres nobody i can blurt out my feelings to..without friends,i cant stay strong all the time..thx!!
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i watched FROM NOW ON concert again just now :( omg!!!when he started singing zhi yin wei ni..i started crying and crying and crying..byk emo tau!!

lots things reflected back into my mind...and i was like "MUMMY!!I CRIED"..another thing she make me cry even more,she said "las time u started liking him,u were stil a small gal" omg!!after tht i cried even more..

i miss every moment in every of his events..from las time until now..even i cried during his event,but i stil miss it..i miss everything!!

and i stil rmb we went for the 3rd generation movie premiere..chyeli,im sure u stil rmb rite..and i knew u from there..we were so crazy inside the cinema..it was like,we owned the whole cinema..and i sat bhind the couple seat with janice tht time..and we kept on luffing throughout the whole show...and i still rmb his nerdy luk and the way he danced inside tht movie!!akakkaka!!!

astro recording..we stayed in the studio from morning until night for the recording...and it was so so so fun!!!!

everything is still so fresh inside my mind..and i cant rmb every single thing...i miss all of u!!!!!

i missed everything~!!!i noe some of u wouldnt understand wut i felt now..

but im sure some of his fans understand wut i felt now....

1st time watching tv,cried until so teruk..gosh!!!i owaz scold my mum for crying when she is watching the tv..and now..it's my turn!!!


9:30 PM

look at the sky..it's so beautiful

yea..i went for my driving lesson again today..and wtf?!!?!!i oni went out twice!!!

i went out for once..and after i reach this stupid centre..i hv to go out again,but theres 1 old fking uncle asked the indian guy who is teaching me to teach other ppl!!!wtf?!!and diz fking old uncle asked me to learn bukit all those!!the indian guy told him i passed bukit all those d..den he ask me to go and practise bukit again!!walaoei!!!

i told him i passed d..and he asked me to wait a while..WAIT A WHILE?!!i waited for an hour!!!and nobody can follow me on the road..after tht ah loon came bak,i told him..and den tht fking old uncle teach me on the road..for once oni!!and i hv to go back already!!wtf?!!!?!!2 hrs learn for half an hour oni..shit manN!!!i duno how i gonna pass on monday..haiz :(

came back and nobody wana fetch me to aeon!!!im so bored at home!!i noe i ought to stay at home and study study and study..but.......im just too bored to stay at home!!ahHH!!!!


3:26 PM
Friday, September 12, 2008

MEIFENN DROVE FROM HER HOUSE TO SETIA ALAM JUST NOW!!!MUAHAHHA!!!IM SO HAPPY!!!LALALA~~IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF!!!

my hair is long d...hrmm..i mean longer than las time..im keeping my hair long again...im happy~!!long long long hair...not gonna cut tht often anymore...

gng for driving test again on monday :)



11:24 PM
Thursday, September 11, 2008

im having 1 week break now..and i gonna sit for the bio,chem,phy nxt week...im not putting high hope on it..coz im reali weak in the 3 subjects..and my killer subject,ADD MATHS!!!!!

sejarah paper 1 was quite okie today.....i did alot of mistakes too (>.<) kinda tricky..most of the questions wil hv 2 omos right answers..duno which 1 to choose..i don think i can get A anymore..coz paper 2,i don even noe the tamadun india..didnt even study for tht..

my fav subject,moral..im worried tht i cant get even an A for tht..i was kinda lost when i was dng tht paper..i duno why!!!i kenot reali relate the questions with the nilai!!owh damN!!moral is the easiest subject!!!!and the oni subject tht i owaz score for it...but now...i lost confident on it!!!i lost confident in everything..shyt!!!


my classroom is inside 1 of diz hall..opened up everything and diz is a hall..very small hall..coz convent got around 200 students oni..haha!!

chemistry salt topic...alot tht i need to memorise..i did diz notes kinda long ago..and i cant rmb anything now..aiks!!


messy table

messy table..


and i misssssssss.......



WHATEVER~~~!!!!!i still cant let go anyway....i hate being in diz situation!!it hurts when i waited so long for a reply..and no reply..

okie!!i noe past is past!!!!

his bday and wee's bday is coming soon..23 sept and 1st oct..i don think im dng anything for wee anymore like las yr..put so much effort in dng the stuff for wee...LOL!!!


5:11 PM
Wednesday, September 10, 2008

sejarah drives me crazy..diz is wut happened las night..

i slept at 11pm..very EARLY!!compared to others..who burn midnight oil..and some didnt even sleep..haha!!

1st time this thing happened to me..everytime a person cal me,i will be awake d..and i will not talk nonsense on the phone..

and diz thing happened on me las nite..X called me at 11++pm..

me:he~~lo~~(with the grumpy voice)
X:i very sien ar!!!
me:wut time liao?
X:wut happen??
me:wut time liao?
X:hurh?
me:wut time liao?
X:err..gng to 12am d
me:hurh..still at night ar..
*conversation in hokkien*

after tht oni i awake..walao!!!and i sounded like a ghost when i asked wut time..hahahah!!!!

yea~!!sej drives me crazy..after i read sej,i became liddat..hahaha!!

damn!!my sej..haiz..i was so confident with my essays part...and after tht oni i realised i wrote another faktor nasionalisme from chapter 1 and not pemangkin nasionalisme!!aHH!!i didnt read the question properly..10 marks 10 marks..fly away~~MAMAMIA~~

and i didnt even read for tamadun indus...sux!!!!

i wan A for sejarah~~haiz!!!!


3:37 PM
Monday, September 8, 2008

i did badly in my bm paper today..i screwed up with tht paper..awWW!!shit!!!the paper is super duper tough okie...

i duno how to write the permainan tradisional essay..i wrote..but i duno wut m i writing..and i don think it makes sense too..

wuwuwu~~!!!!my A fly away!!!i wana get an A for my BM!!!!!!*pray hard* hope miracles happen..btw,miracles do happen sometimes too..

and the rumusan part..i was like wtf?!!?!!usuali i get the rumusan,they wil ask for kesan,langkah all those..but now it's totally different!!!!the tersirat they ask for masakan..OMGOSH~!!i don even noe wuts kunyit and i don reali understand the whole passage...i don even noe the type of fish i eat,how could i bother about wuts KUNYIT!!!argh!!!!!and i just copy it from the passage..coz i duno wut to write..thts the oni way i can do..just copy it is for rempah ratus,ramuan and penyedap..argh!!!1st time im so angry in dng rumusan..

and my est on las fri..i seriously duno whether i can get A..coz the information transfer part was so so so so tricky and diz is wut the guru cemerlang said "i purposely set it very tricky for all of you" walaoei!!!!

my 2A's fly away just liddat..hopefully my english paper tmr will be alright..don be so tough anymore........

nxt 2 days i will be sitting for sejarah..AWH!!!DAMN~~!!!!the killer subject..although i got A for my las few exams..but now..i duno whether i will pass for it anot......too much to study!!!


6:22 PM
Thursday, September 4, 2008

my trials gonna start tomoro :) wish me good luck ppl!!!!!!

although im jsut sitting for my est paper..the subject tht we don even need to study..but im still afraid of the essays..i owaz duno wut to write for it..the title is owaz very difficult..

nxt week gonna sit for sejarah..AHHH!!sejarah!!!yea..im quite okie in sejarah..but not this time..trust me,i definately wil get very bad result for it..

just hope everything goes well.....im sked sked sked sked for it~~!!!haiz :( coz im not ready for it yet..and after trials,another 1 mth to spm..awW!!time flies very very fas!!seriously,very fast!!!!!faster than wut i had expected....

pray for me too everyone!!!!!!!!!thx :)

i don think i gonna blog tht often anymore..so don miss me yea!!hehe!!!

let me present u guys,the MR BLUR WEE~!!!!

and don miss me :P BLEK!!!!
i need to sleep earli tonite..so i can write a better essay..LOL!!!


chaoz~~!


8:53 PM
Tuesday, September 2, 2008

aHHH!!!!!!!im stress im stress im stress!!!

so much to study,so little time..trials gonna start tmr..my papers on friday..but i feel i studied ntg until now!!i cant rmb anything!!!

i duno how i gonna cope with it..i duno how to score for my SPM..my mum expects alot from me..but i cant perform..i gonna disappoint my mum and my dad..

i wana score well for it!!!!!!!!!i hv tried to study...but without any guidance...im blur!!!!!

and some chapters,i noe i understand very well in those chapters las time..but when i study now,i duno anything!!!!!!!

my mum,ppl around me keep on saying tht im a smart gal,i can do it..just tht im lazy.....NO!!!!just a simple question i don even noe how to do,is this call as smart?!!?!!im stupid yet im lazy...i cant help myself...

i hv tried to make myself to be hardworking..but it doesnt work at all!!!!whenever i open up the book..i felt very sleepy and i ended up sleeping..

i cant be like my friends...study until midnight and wake up earli in the morning..i seriously kenot do it!!!!!!!waking up earli in the morning is the toughest thing~~!!!

the inertia in my body don allow me to wake up..BLAME THE INERTIA!!hahaha!!*relating it with physics*

i hope i can do well in my upcoming trials!!!!*pray hard*


10:27 PM