out with shir and friends before gng to virzy's house to do our so-called-jelly-cake for OJNK since today is their las day for their radio programme..

reach her house..den we started to do our jelly..unfortunately,ivy kenot overnite in virzy's house..but she came to virzy's house in the morning d.. she missed the fun!!haha!!

well,it was my first time dng diz..same goes to them too :) not bad,1st time,we already success in dng our jelly cake..haha!!

den started dng our card..but did half way oni..kinda lazy..LOL!!


shu ping and i keep on complaining tht both of us are hungry!!hahahh!!we ate RICE at 1am++ and again at 3am++..whoa!!i duno wuts wrong with me oso..i duno why im so hungry..it was my first time eating so late and so much...hahhaa!!


finish dng our jelly,den i was very very very and super tired d..wanted to sleep..and diz shu ping keep on disturbing me,i cant even sleep..and finally~she went out d..i tot i can sleep d..but she and virzy keep on making noise outside the living room..making me cant even sleep for the 1 hour..so at the end,went and close up the door..hahaha!!


woke up around 10am..and my turn to disturb shu ping...disturbed til myself felt tired and wanted to sleep back,but she ended up disturbing me again -_-"so i didnt get to sleep..haha!!


continued with our work..and waited ivy to come over to klang again!!!!

thts wut we did...i noe..very ugly jelly..but diz is our first time,so......it is counted as very good d..hahahah!!


the hand thingy is jsut shu ping and my side..didnt tk the whole set pic...very very proud of our las minute work :) as all of us cant get to prepare diz thing earlier coz we need to study..

went to ktm station kinda late coz we cant get to finish up the stuff in time..but phew~!!we get to reach there on time..hahaha!!

our bags already occupied 2 seats but of coz we r not tht selfish to occupy tht with 2 seats..when lots ppl came in,we took our bag down d..hahahah!!we r good gals :)


went there,and may took us inside...talked talked talked and we went in..


and sudd they asked all of us to talk..coz we planned to ask virzy to be the representative d..so at the end,all of us stil hv to talk on air..but awwwW!!my mandarin sux..and i was so so so so nervous..im sux in all these thing..so i talked craps..and they non-stop asking me questions..WHY ME WHY ME!!!!and den kyan was like "meifenn is not good in mandarin,so she will be speaking in english"(something liddat..i cant reali rmb wut exactly he said..but he was trying to say sumting liddat) and i straight away answered"wo yao jiang hua yu"(i wana speak in mandarin) LOL!!!!

stayed back until 10pm as it was the las day...kinda funny..but i was so so so tired..

after the programme,all of them busy helping may to find for her phone..hahahah!!!coz she lost her phone..

jack:very tired ar?

me:hurh??

jack:u tired ar?

me:yea yea!!

*he speaks english to me..hahah!!*

chit chatted with kyan..den went off d..as they were busy finding for the phone..so paiseh to stay there..damNN!!!i miss everything!!!!!i miss all those moments with the star dj and my friends!!!i just love them so muchie muchie!!!!janjan,although u didnt folo us today..but i miss u vr much too!!it has been vr long since the las time i see u!!!hopefully i can go out during my trials break to meet u guys again :)

may we will hv those sweet memories together again!!!!!i miss the great bunch of friends~~!!!!without u guys,my life would be dull!!!thx for everything!!!

i watched fireworks inside the train with virzy..hahahahah!!*so romantic*

anyway,MERDEKA~~~~~~!!!!!

1:41 AM
phew~!i oni have 1 paper nxt week for my trials...EST..phew~!!the oni subject tht we do no need to study.. hehe!!

i hv 1 week break for the nxt 2 weeks..so i will be gng for my driving test again..hopefully i pass..hahah!!!
i was absent for skul alot alot alot alot ALOT of days..and i think i gonna kena gantung d..so i printed out 40 letters..kinda sked d..and i oni went to skul 1 day for diz week..hahahha!!!tmr not gng again..


5:41 PM



4:28 PM
I FAILED!!!I FAILED!!!YEAH!!!!I FAILED MY DRIVING TEST!!!

I FAILED ON THE ROAD!!!!!

isn't it funny??usuali ppl fail bukit..but i fail on the road!!!!!!

i slowed down but didnt stop at T-junction coz i see no car d!!!!!!wuwuwu~!!!wuteva..im nervous..i forgot everything!!i forgot!!I even said sry to him..mayb he's too strict..wtf lar!!!!i failed my driving test!!! im unlucky!!didnt get a good examiner

den he drove me back..i even said THANK YOU when i went down!!!THANK YOU FOR FAILING ME!!!!how funny!!!went and find for shir feng..i didnt cry..den when she ask me not to cry,my tears just cant stop flowing..WUWUWU~!!!

coz everyone was like saying tht on the road is the easiest..diz and tht..so i just tk it easily..and i tot bribe d,so its okie..but....im unlucky -_-

okie..i noe im very very very very VERY VERY NERVOUS!!!!!both hands and legs shaking when i 1st reach there..looking at those examiner with their uniforms make me very very very very nervous!!haiz!!!

fion came..she brought her sushi for me to eat..called my dad,and i cried again and again!!!!!!!!!i just duno why im so so so sad!!!if i fail my bukit...i still will be okie..but i failed ON THE ROAD!!!!!!!

most of the time i learned bukit,parking and 3 pointer..the las day oni i go out to the road for few times oni..den i hv to go for exam..ARGH!!!!!!i already told tht si ah loon tht im sked on the road!!!!but he said sure pass 1!!!!argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when it was my turn to go for the bukit,parking and 3 pointer..super duper nervous coz i don wana fail again..didnt wana tk a new car coz im not used to the clutch..tk an old car..go up the bukit..hand and leg shivering too...when i wana go down,i was so so sked tht my car wil go backwards..but phew~!!i followed wut fion said,step lots lots on the accelerator and i went down..den go for the parking

den the stupid examiner shouted at me "AH MOI!!!SINI SINI!!" argh!!!i getting more and more nervous...and phew~!!i passed..and went for the 3 pointer..easy job for me..and i PASSED for tht!!!!phew~!!just on the road -_- how sad!!!!

i oni can re sit on 29th sept..coz nxt mon holiday :( and the following week,trials...so..gonna wait til trials to be finish..wuwuwu~!!i wana get lisence!!!!!!!!

feel like crying again and again and again :( im such a useless gal :'(

i failed the easiest thing but passed for the hardest thing :( WTF!!!!!

tht si ah loon keep on luffing at me!!!!!!!!coz he said i cant break the curse..all of us failed for the 1st time!!!!!SHIT!!!!!!

okie..i went to aeon to get a reload card today and to visit fang sheng there...den fang sheng asked me to type my num out..and i typed HIS num out!!!!!omg!!!fang sheng even asked me whether it's correct anot..i said yes..den i waited quite long and keep on asking him why i didnt receive..he helped me to check my balance..my number is there..and he asked me wut num i gave him..i was like "OMG!!!!why i type his num!!!!" i didnt bring money out coz i nvr tot i wil be gng out..so borrowed money from ben to reload again for myself..hahaha!!!

i told u!!!im so so so blur nowadays..i duno why

7:30 PM
yea..went along with kido and wee to see their performance for the femine30 thingy..

met a new fren there too :) the old singer's daughter..kido's skulmate too..



12:10 AM
i was on the conversation with 4 of them..awW!!i just miss hanging out,crazying with them manN!!!

all of us are very neutral..we don hate each other..haha!!!we owaz get lots information from each other..

AwWW!how sweet..just miss those moments..

friends,cant reali get to be crazy with u guys tht often anymore...wait for me to be back after my SPM alright..

im sure tht time no transport problem to go events anymore..coz i gonna hv car~!!hahah!!den can fetch u guys too..hehe!!

virzy,i miss ur cold jokes..hehe!!

1:58 AM
i just found out sumting...it hurts so badly....i don wana mention here..it just hurts so badlY!!!!!

so many unhappy things happening around me nowadays..argh!! yea..i already expected diz yr my life wil be sucky coz las yr my life went on so smoothly...and i noe,life has ups and downs..so i just hv to accept it..and mayb nxt yr my life will be much better?who knows..

thx to my AH DEAR AI PEI to bring me out from my lonely space just now..everyday alone at home..awwW!!imagine it..how lonely i am...nobody to talk to..haiz!!

yea..we went over to the old JJ..she told me bout her stories..and i just non-stop talking bout the pasts :( :( sum1 plz help me!!!i hate my life now!!!!!seriously!!!!

we went to baskin robbin..

my banana royale!!


7:36 PM
I INSULT YOU?!!?!!!ahahhahah!!!!!!!!den u insult me can lar now?!!!?!!!

plz think again,u r the 1 who started insulting me 1st..u r 1 the 1 who started everything..NOT ME!!!!!!!!

and...excuse me,i been rejected by lots guys?!!?!!whoa!!u noe me so well hurh now!!!U DUNO ANYTHING STOP SAYING RUBBISH OKIE!!!!!!!!

im the one who said break up for my 3 ex bf..and the 1st 1,i don reply his sms,i don answer his call,i don talk to him already..and thts why he said break..

IS THIS CALLED AS I ALWAYS BEEN REJECTED BY GUYS?!!!u r trying to say urself been rejected by gals is it?!!HAHAHHAHA!!THIS IS SO DAMN TRUE!!!!!!!

and i don confess my feelings to a guy if the guy doesn't like me...so how m i being rejected?!!?!!think lar!!!!!use ur brain!!!!!!!ur brain is for u to think!!not to think nonsense okie!!

if u stop everything,i will stop it too...if u continue spoiling my name infront of teacher,and everything is not true..i will continue everything too..

so think!!!

if u wana be a stalker,be a smarter stalker lar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

11:23 PM
i wana blog yday..but i was too exhausted after learning driving for the whole day..so came back straight away sleep d..don feel like blogging..

yea..i learned driving for whole day yday..crazy rite?!!?!! the ah loon came and fetch me at 8+..den came back home around 12+..around 3.30pm i went over to the centre to learn driving again..crazy rite..haiz!!

went to the road for 5 times...but i still sked!!i sked the roundabout..haiz haiz..the indian guy asked why im so sked..stupid ah loon asked "u so naughty why u sked of driving?"ARGH!!!!!!and i think i will fail my bukit..my bukit is not consistent..sumtimes below the line..sumtimes my car move backward..aiks..i duno lar..

and tht hamsap ahloon.when he wana fetch me bak around 12+..he said tht "gals hor..after bathing,smell very nice 1..not like guys..vr chao" and there's a guy zhar him bak "u r trying to say urself is smelly is it?" i luff non stop!!hahahah!!padan muka..kena zhar bak...haha!

he asked me go bak,tk bath.change clothes,change pants,change everything and don forget to change PANTY!!!!walaoei!!!!!!i jsut kept quiet oni...duno wut to zhar him...

he asked me lots lots lots questions..

ah loon:fion very talkative hor?
me: err...yea lar..i oso wut..
ah loon:nicole ler?
me : same lar..
ah loon: tht jia chyi?
me: all of us are talkative..

and he even cursed me tht i will fail..he said 3 of them,elaine,fion and nicole oso failed bukit..so i will fail too..coz it is a curse already!!and i straight away tel him I WILL PASS!!!walaoei!!and he said usuali guys,tk test for 1 time,sure pass d..so it proves tht guys are smarter than gals..SHIT LAR!!!!

I WILL PASS PASS PASS OKIE!!!!!!!!!!!!i seriously don wana listen to his voice anymore,don wana see his face anymore,don wana sit his car anymore,don wana see his big tummy ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!

so plz pray for me tht i will pass this coming monday!!!!!!!

monday-25th..my break up date :(

12:26 PM
went to subang parade diz afternoon to teach teng maths..hahah!!yeah~im a teacher :)

we hv oni 5 same subjects..so maths is the oni subject we can study together..haha!!

went to eat ice cream before we start studying..and the fondue sux!!! it luks so tempting..but it taste..ewwww!!


banana~hahahha!!luk at the chocolate...luk at wut i pointed..looks like wut??muahahha!!*someting dirty* den went over to mcd..for our 2nd round..muahahha!!awWW!i can feel im fat now..hahah!!


btw,we studied okie!!!reali!!we studied



7:32 PM
chong wei is not playing well..maybe too much pressure on him??o mayb other reasons..im not sure..

cant blame on him!!!!i can understand his situation where everyone put so much hope on him..everyone..seriously,EVERYONE!!!the whole malaysia...

he's still the best :) the 1st msian getting a silver medal!!be proud!!

okie okie..currently im into a korean player-LEE YONGDAE!!!!

i just find he's cute..yea~all the 1 i liked look almost the same..haha!!yea yea..i like guys with innocent and small kid look..haha!!

he's the double mixed player..and he got GOLD!!!woo HOOO!!!LEE YONGDAE!!!!



10:06 PM
TODAY's DATE IS 17!!!!!!

well,theres a meaning behind it...

it means nothing for u guys..

but it means alot for me..

17!17!17!

3:40 PM
grandma's bday today..went to telok gong for dinner..

on the way to telok gong..an accident happened near the klg bridge there..and i even saw the person lying on the road..OMG!!!!he's dead!!!omg!!i gonna hv night mare tonite...

i duno why i will simply imagine thing when i saw accident...haiz!!!!

omg~~the person lying on the road!!!and he's DEAD!!!!

oni once i got into an accident..not very serious..but im already very very very sked of it..serious!!!i stil can rmb how it sounds like.. "EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE BOOOM!!!" walao!!

okie..forget bout it..after dinner..went to grandma's house to blow cake..

i gave her tht name 'mary'..and everyone started calling her tht d..haha!!




10:31 PM
my trials is just 2 weeks from now...and i couldnt concentrate on my studies..

i duno why im so emo nowadays..

i started crying again and again and again...

yea..i noe i shouldn't think about it...but i just cant stop myself from thinking..who wants theirselves to be sad..NO ONE!!!i dowan myself to be sad too..but everytime im alone at home,nobody is there for me,i will start thinking again

we hv gone thru alot of things together..we hv alot of sweet memories...and i still rmb each and every words u said to me..i noe it means ntg now..but i still take it very seriously...im serious!!

i love ur family members,ur cousins and everyone..they r very nice,cute :)

i reali reali cant forget each and every moments we r together..

why is this happening to me at this time?!!?!!

this period of time determines my future..but why is this thing bothering me?!!?!!

:( :( :(

i noe i hv a bunch of friends with me..caring bout me..i noe...

but the thing i wan the most is he cares for me...

im sorry my friends..i tot i can stay strong..but it turns out the other way..

being loyal makes a person suffer...

2:48 PM



1:39 PM
the stupid cat outside my room trying to kill herself(a female)today..hahah!!

btw,behind the tree is mr.yeoh's house..hahaha!!!promoting him pulak..adui!!!

look down..and she got sked of it..hahahha!!

6:52 PM
i promised my classmate i gonna update diz today!!!

ohh..tht idiot fella is making problem again,again and again!!!ohhh..please??ur eyes got problem??since when i cursed u??since when?!!!don talk rubbish before thinking..and the previous post,im just proving im not wrong!!u r the 1!!!coz u do not even hv the prove to say anything bout me!!

yea..u r trying to spoilt my name infront of teacher..if u r saying sumting true about me,i don mind!!but please,please!!!wut did u tell him??curse u??im not as childish as u..and i don play cursing anymore..how old m i??im 17!!!curse ur fucking fella lar!!it's so ridiculous!!and i don even hv the power to curse anyone...

and plz plz...u r a guy,and i noe..u r a smart guy,so...please use ur brain to think!!!!think!!!!!ur brain is for u to think!!!studied for the past 17 yrs..but stil acting like a small kid..u r already 17..and u r behaving so childish!!and so do ur fren..u noe who i mean..and i don even noe the gal!!and please..both of u..u guys duno me well..so please..stop acting tht u noe me well!!! and if u duno me well,so plz shut ur mouth!!!

and plz..teacher didnt involve in diz matter..so why r u telling diz to teacher?!?!!!childish!!shame on u..seriously!!such a shame..

oh yea~!!listen to diz...nobody's perfect in diz world..so do u..and oh yea!!u hv more haters than me..awwWW~im SOOOO JEALOUS!!!shit manN!!!i ask every single ppl tht knows u,they dislike u..complain diz and tht..

and rmb,u r the one who started diz thing..not me!!!!!!!u r the one who started creating problems!!!not me!!!so better spend more of ur time using ur brain to think properly...

and..she/u said sumting like don judge a book by its cover..so plz..don judge a book by its cover..im REMINDING U DIZ!!!! and stop acting so silly!!!!!

okie..thts the end of it..as usual,i brought my phone to skul..and those prefects retired d..so brought my phone out to tk pic..hehe!!
no teachers~~diz is not my class anyway,my class is used by the form 3s for trials..so diz class is belongs to form 3..

kenot stop the tuition oso..coz he is my neighbour..too bad~~!!!

my whole body pain today..neck pain..hand pain..butt pain..leg pain..swt!!butt is bcoz i fell down yday when i was mopping the floor..too slippery..and the others are bcoz of driving..awwW!!swt~!!hahaha!!

5:17 PM
i was ABSENT to skul again!!haha!!

nonono..not in purpose okie..i went for my driving lesson..

let the malay guy keep on asking me to to be relax..relax~!!don kan cheong don kan cheong..

haha!!i was kinda nervous the 1st hour..after tht..vr steady d :) hahah!!!i can even speed in the place!!hahah!!so so so cool!!

the oni thing i sked is parking..weird hurh?!?!!

ppl sked of bukit..but i sked of parking..wtf?!!!my bukit was okie!just tht my parking..owaz knock the poll..aiks!!

and when i wana turn out..aiks..i just duno how to control my sterring..need to practise more

nxt lesson gng out to the road d i think..awwWW!!nervous nervous..

my test is nxt nxt monday..i wana pass ar!!i don wana see tht stupid AH LOON anymore!!!!

i chit chatted with 1 kwang hua gal in the driving centre there..and both of us hate AH LOON too!!!hahahha!!more and more ppl hate ah loon!!hahaha!!stupid hamsap guy!!!

today drive til my whole hand red..coz of the friction with the sterring..and it's very very hot..and my left leg pain like hell!!urgh!!I hate stepping the clutch!!i can get dark just bcoz of learning driving :'( wuwuwu!!!

4:18 PM
[ Jiayi (R)] says:
hahahaha ei i like the way u replied that damn stupid person who scolded you at ur tagboard...
[ Jiayi (R)] says:
that person also jealous
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hahah!!!like how??i forgot how i replied d
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hahaha
[ Jiayi (R)] says:
u said that person is jealous hahahaha
[ Jiayi (R)] says:
u really grown up dy hahaahaha
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omg!!serious??!!OMG~OMG~!!!
[ Jiayi (R)] says:
the way u replied is cool =))))
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im so so so hapie
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hahahaha
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i've grown up!!OMG~!!
[ Jiayi (R)] says:
i am always proud of you especially this time u face relationship problem..although u r sad over it, but still you are trying to be tough and face it



i've grown up okie!!meifenn is a big big gal d..im not the old childish kiddy meifenn anymore!!muahahha!!!

10:22 PM
comfirm i didnt get NS...
checked thru sms too..
PLKN SEMAK send to 15888

lots kwang hua students get...

i duno i shud be hapie o to be sad..tel me tel me!!!!

im confused..

yea..im those person who sked to be dirty..sked of insects..don wash own clothes and lots more..so i think im not suitable gng there..and i sked i miss the fun!!ahH!!i duno~!!

but it sounds abit stupid rite??if i go apply to go for NS??haha!!

okie..stop tht craps..

diz morning,my stupid PK HEM asked those ponteng for the test to go to see her after the assembly..she even mentioned the name in the assembly!!!swt~!!nvm nvm..im proud of it..hahahha!!!

shir and i went to find her..all of them gave so many reasons..
-need to attend dinner
-need to go for prayer
-stomach pain
diz and tht...teacher already said no MC den no excuses d..but they stil wana talk so much..

shir told teacher about her accident story..muahahha!!damn freaking funny wey!!

when teacher asked me..i told her..i got no mc..im lazy..she was like "good good!!honest"
hahaha!!

den hv to sign duno wut shit perjanjian paper..and need to see our parents..urh~!!who cares..i not gonna bring my parents anyway..coz they don even noe i ponteng my test!!hahaha!!

wana gimme penalti den giv lar..who cares!!!!

and everyone was like asking me why i come to skul today..crazy!!already ponteng skul 5 days berturut-turut stil wana ponteng meh..hahah!!

2:57 PM

Monday, August 11, 2008

i heard....the name list are just for the 1st batch..

i heard..they will be updating until 14th..

i heard..not all the namelists are out yet..

aHHH~~!!!!

7:44 PM

saw it??!!!saw it??!!!!saw it??!!!!!

yeaY!!!!i didnt get for NS!!!!!!!!

fion,yy,nicole,benedict,pohli,evonne,yian kay,gsc and chaichyn's bf got it..

they even write there tahniah..i was like "WTF?!!tahniah?!!"

kinda sad tht u got it..i duno why...so many things run across my mind now..started worrying alot things..i duno why!!!

shir,yun chin,joanne,chaichyn and all of us didnt get..

luk at the bright side...mayb it would be fun?!!thts wut everyone says...just hv to wake up earli,sleep late,tk care of the camp..

2:58 PM

Sunday, August 10, 2008

went for the ops gemilang physics talk diz morning...

ELAINE LAI YEE LING FFK ME!!!!!after taking my bath,around 8.45am..she smsed me tht she wont be gng today..i was like "wtf?!!!now oni tel me!!or else i can sleep!!"

smsed and asked chye hong whether she wil be gng not..and thx god!!she gng..

so i went...saw shu wen there too :)

and i hate tht guy who gav us the talk!!!ewww!!!we sat the 2nd row..1st row nobody sit..and he keep on luking at wut we r dng..and we didnt even care about wut he talking..talking rubbish..and it was so so so cold..and thx yun chin for her jacket :) haha!!

didnt listen wut he talking,didnt copy wut he asked us to copy too..coz we got no notes..we came late so the notes finish d..

and den he gave us 5 minutes break,he said who don feel comfortable to be inside,plz leave....and 3 of us left..haha!!

went to klg parade..and saw kyo and others inside the kopitiam eating..

stopped by to see them on the stage after tht..

i don crazy over actors...so left there after 5 minutes..haha!!

7:15 PM

Saturday, August 9, 2008

after a super tiring day..i still have to wake up so earli..i watched the opening ceremony of olympic the day before..whoa!!1 word!!SUPERB!!and very creative..

went for bio and chem talk in seminar diz morning...evon and i non-stop teasing elaine with tai haw..and..we got a sign for him jsut to tease elaine..muahahha!!! thts the sign.."tai" shows tht he wears a spec..and "haw"=good..muahahah!!


and guess wut..they sat in the same position but different row for TWICE


bio was boring -_-" and almost slept in the class..den went for the break in klg parade with evon and chye hong..met bev,evonne,xia shin and poh li there too :)

den continued with the chemistry..and it was so so so embarassing!!the teacher asked me to answer 1 of the question!!well,im the first person to answer,teacher asked me to stand up and hold the microphone to tell out the question..whoa!!im reali reali nervous..

when i stood up,everyone was like "WOOOH~~WOOHH~!!"

making me even nervous..

and theres a "palia" guy asked me to sing song 1st..wtf lar!!!i ignored him and read out the answer as fas as possible so i can get to sit back asap too..haha!!

tht idiot guy said "pardon?" and i ignored him again..haha!!so irritating

chemistry talk is much much much better than bio!!at least i can get to learn something from there..very funny teacher too :)

went back home at 5pm..and i hv to go to my aunt's hse for house warming...haiz!!so i jsut spend my whole time listening to 988..

and watched them live in 988 using 3g..1 minute 30sen..imagine how much i spent for the las 3 hours..haha!!but i used my mum's phone..so it's okie :)

*click for larger image*

i miss JACK!!!muahahha!!!

anyway,i got another A for my bio :) yeah~!!!

i saw sumting tht i shouldn't see!!!i shouldn't click on the profile :( :(

haiz!!!!!!!!!!!i just duno how to describe wut i feel right now :( i know my heart is broken into ashes right now :(

1 word..jealous...

11:31 PM

Friday, August 8, 2008

a super tiring day and i hv done something tht i hv never done before!!ohh gosh~!!

i woke up as earli as 6am..not for skul..but i went to puchong for morning market..muahaha!!!
i went there for orange..haha!!she was so so so excited and didnt expect to see us there too..haha!!and she even use the loudspeaker to call my name..oh gosh~!!


asked ivy and i to play the game..swt!!! tht game is sumting like..she ask us question,den we need to tk pic with her..6.57pm 8tv wil hv a lucky draw..and who get chosen hv to go to 8tv..the 1st person wil get RM1088..if im not mistaken..2nd,3rd,and others i not sure d..but they hv to choose 8 persons from 6-7 places...1 place 50 person..so it's vr vr hard to get it..

after the morning market,the nxt destination is bandar puteri..showed them the way to there coz i used to go puchong vr often las time to stay in my 2nd house..haha!!

we reached there before they reached..den they sudd went away..duno where they went..we followed until we lost the way..den went bak to bandar puteri to hv our breakfast..den find the whole bandar puteri,stil cant luk for them..

so we went over to the nxt destination,opposite ioi mall..when we were about turning to the roundabout..we saw their car turning in to the opposite way as us..den we quickly went there to search for it..round for alot alot alot of times d..went down to search too..but we found ntg..

waited til 12.30pm den went and search again and again and again...but stil..we got ntg..den went over to giant to search again..don hv~!!!

so we decided to go over to 8tv d since we were already very tired and eyes very pain for searching the same place over and over again..

we duno the way to 8tv..coz i owaz sit inside the car,but i don see the direction..so we went to subang and turned to sunway pyramid and use petaling jaya way..and thx god!!!we managed to reach there at 2pm..went in to 8tv..

saw orange walking in and said hi to us from a very far distance...went up to 8tv..get virzy's present(we used tht as a reason..but actually we wanted to see orange..just to see orange okie!!)

so we decided to stay until evening for the lucky draw thingy..

lepak around 1utama..

sat in burger king for 2 hours..played a fool with janjan and shu ping too..i told them i saw kyan and nick in 1utama..asked them to come over to 1utama..haha!!

spend almost 5 hours in 1utama...walked around until our legs pain and tired~!!!

decided to go back to 8tv..when we went in,everyone was like asking whether we are the one who participate in lucky draw not..

kinda shocked and nervous..we tot the answer is out d..called ivy's sis and she said don hv..

so we waited inside the car outside there..

nvr tot there would be so many ppl waiting outside too like us..hahaha!!

waited waited waited until almost 6.57pm..ivy and i getting more and more nervous..butterflies inside our stomach..haha!!i nvr do all these before okie!!diz was my first time..gosh~!!

den ivy's sis called and told us the lcuky person..and none of them were us..\

saw few ppl running in to 8tv to get the prize...awww~!!!lucky...

went back after tht..and we were stucked in the jam!!!!aHHH!!!

3 of us non stop complaining....wasting our time,energy and everything!!haiz!!!but kinda enjoy too :)

we were vr vr sked to see the sign board with PUCHONG!!aHH!!we hv spent half day rounding around puchong..sick of puchong d..

went to 988 to see whether jack's car is there anot..don hv~!and i went back with ktm with virzy..aww!!!

do not expect too much sumtimes..hahah!!we planned and expected alot..tot of meeting some ppl in 1utama..but we see no 1!!hahah!!silly us~but fun!!!

10:26 PM

Thursday, August 7, 2008

the stupid instructor was quite annoyed with me..i kept on calling him for non stop asking him wut time he coming to fetch me..and he came and fetch me around 11+

he fetch 1 ah beng oso..hahah!!wearing the long jeans with those holes around the jeans..OMG~!the 1st thing he stepped in..in my mind "ah beng~~"haha!I noe..i vr bad..

mane tau i hv to share the same car with him....it was my 1st time..and he was quite good in it d..so he taught me alot..he speaks mandarin to me..i don reali understand wut he was trying to tell me..hahah!!

i knocked the pole..he helped me to tk it up..he knocked it,he's the 1 who went down and tk it up..hahah!!!

i learned a while den i kinda lazy to learn d...especially parking..walaoei!!hv to turn all the stering..it was so so so damn tight..turn til my hand feel vr tired..not my leg..haha!!
den the malay guy asked "tak makan ke?" and i answered "ya lar!!tak makan.." serious!!i didnt eat..coz morning i waited for tht stupid fatty guy at 8am..so i got no time to eat..den after i called him..i was so damn angry until i don even hv the mood to eat anymore..

the malay guy who taught me..keep saying "tengok kanan dan kiri..jgn tengok depan saje"coz i almost knock the side quite lots times..haha!! and when i wana change gear "mata tak payah tengok gear..tengok depan" walaoei!!!coz i almost knocked the tree when i was changing the gear..hahah!!

but he was quite nice :) vr patient..didnt scold me at all..hehe!!

i did everything today..except on the road :) sked ar!!!!!!

den i saw my fren,chai yi there..i straight away break and say hi..and the guy was kinda sked coz i break without luking at the back...and everytime i drive,i haven break,he already step his break..zhar dao!!!

and conclusion,driving is not fun at all....i was so excited and luking forward for diz day..and i just found out,driving is very tiring..

got back some of the papers d..sejarah and maths..i got A1 for sejarah..but an A2 for maths..too bad..thx fion and evon for the info :) cheers!!!

blur me~taken by xue lin :)

4:13 PM

WALAOEI!!!!!early in the morning i damn tulan d!!!!!!!

8.40am i called the instructor
me:errr...r u on the way d??
him:u learning today meh??
me:yea lar!!!(scolding bad words inside my heart)
him:i call u ltr lar..
me:ohhh..okie okie(KNN!!!!!!!)

walao!!!!!!!!!i woke up at 7am just to wait for him..and he's telling me diz!!!!!

i didnt go to skul just bcoz of diz okei!!!!!!!!!i wana go to skul today 1...but bcoz friday im gng out,so i learn on thurs!!!but he's dng diz!!

aHH!H!!i wana change bak to my original centre,and they said i must hav the paper and L lisence!!!!!mine with tht fucking instructor!!!!!!!!!

walaoe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i damn tulan ar!!!!!!!!i wana get my lisence asap k!!!!!!!

las week i wana learn,he said kenot!!!!!!and diz week he's dng diz!!!

FUCK OFF LA!!!!!!!!!!

8:58 AM

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

a cat stays with me every day and night..

she even giv birth inside a hole bside the roof...

i can hear alot of noises during the night time..sounds kinda scary at times too..haha!!

relaxing on the roof during the day time :) how nice..ahaha!

and i like disturbing diz cat...dumbo~!!

11:21 PM

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

i duno why i got the phobia of sitting add maths paper!!!!!

i don think im gng to skul to sit my add maths paper,physics and est..im not sked of physics and est..i just worry about my add maths...

haiz.....i duno how i gonna do it for my spm :(

i reali feel so disappointed :'( im useless....

i can feel my head is very heavy now.......

and tears jsut flow down so it will be lighter..haha!i duno why everytime i feel angry,i wil just cry..and i will feel so much better after tht..

i can even do a stupid careless mistake for my chemistry paper which make me lose so many marks....50.0 i can see it as 500...SIGH!!!!!!!!!

every successful person has a painful story,every painful story has a succesful ending.
accpet the pain and get ready for success

5:47 PM

2nd day of monthly test..

yday paper was okie..except bm..kinda tough..haiz!!

we hv maths,pjk,chemistry,moral test today..

haiz..im reali reali disappointed with myself..

i did so badly in my chemistry..so many careless mistakes..i duno until my chemistry teacher told me..the worst 1 is..the value is 50.0 i saw 500 and i times everything with 500..

1 question wrong..the whole page wrong :(

no A for my chemistry anymore...im reali reali disappointed with myself :( :(

and diz was my first time i cant finish up my moral!!!the las 5 minutes i was stil writing my 2 essays..and 1 structural question haven finish :( im reali reali disappointed wit myself!!i duno wut happened to me today!!!

haiz!!!!!!!!! i wan an A for my moral!! i owaz expect vr high for my moral coz i nvr get a B o A2 before :( diz time i get A2 i will be very hapie d..coz i didnt finish alot :( blame myself for taking a nap!!HAIZ..

yeah..i learned lots lessons today..luckily diz is not SPM o trials..just a monthly test...

stress gile~~!!haha!!

2:10 PM

Sunday, August 3, 2008

went out with wee and kido to the restaurant near his house again...AGAIN!!!yea..my mum loves tht restaurant so much..

so many ppl there...chit chatted alot with wee..i sat bside him today..and after tht we changed,coz i was feeling vr hot there..and den i was sitting between kido and wee..

and 2 of them were zhar-ing here and there..wee is so cute when he speaks english!!he wana improve his english..so he wana train his english..haha!! i was luffing non-stop..coz he reali sounds so cute with his reaction when he speaks english!!!

he scolded kido alot of times using english too..muahahha!!it's so so funny..

told both of them about my break up and diz wee was kinda shock...he said he duno tht i had boyfren b4..and i told him he stayed sumwhere there oni..aiks..keep on asking me not to be sad..haha!!awwwWW~caring..

he even said tht he nvr watch movie with me b4..muahah!!he said after exam go watch movie..lalala~!i sat bhind with wee..coz mum fetched both of them bak..kido was infront talking to my mum..

and wee told me tht jack told him tht im a vr honest person!!muahahhaha~~

9:45 PM

monthly test tmr!!tmr!!!and again.......i wil say "aiyak!!monthly test oni ma!! aim for trial"

diz is wut i owaz tell myself when theres exam...the 1st monthly test "aiyak!study for 2nd monthly test lar!"

and for the 2nd monthly test "mid term more important..diz 1 ntg 1 lar"

and during mid term "aiyorh!not spm..no nit to study lar"

another reason i hate exam is,i need to write alot!!!!haiz...

i slept very very late yday nite...i slept at 4+ gng to 5am...whoa!!i forced myself to sleep..but i ended up rolling around my bed and started calling ppl..but nobody answered my call!!except ivy!!muahahha!! thx thx for answering...im just too excited..thts why i couldnt sleep...

mum forced me to wake up around 10am..yeah!i woke up..kept on telling her bout yday stuff..why i slept so late..i was so happy!!hahah!!

den around 11.30am..tot of studying..but ended up using com..luking at those pics..muahah!!*excited*

when i reali wana sit down and study..i started feeling sleepy d..and i slept until 2.30 after receiving call from kido..den i slept bak until 3.40..and and im using the com until now!!owh shit!!!i reali hv to study!!!coz im gng out tonite...aiks...

luk at my laptop display pic!!ignore the messy table...

some wil noe wut i mean...muaahahaha!!im stil vr excited now!!

4:48 PM

it's sunday already!!!!!

im having my monthly test tmr :( wish me luck everyone!!las minute study again..hopefully it will be alright..

anyway,CONGRATULATIONS TO NICHOLAS TEO!!!favourite artist in malaysia!!im proud to be one of his lovely fans..lalala~!

the show was so great!!!the opening by the pussy cat dolls!!whoa!they sang button and when i grow up..its so so so nice!!

i love the atmosphere there!!i see them jumping there,i feel like joining them and jump around!!it's so nice!!!!

and the first award was the favourite artist in korea!!omg omg omg!!!!SUPER JUNIOR!!!!!damn!! i miss ki bum!!!!he's still as cute as las time!!!awww!!his smile melts my heart!!!

one republic sang apologize..*FAINT FAINT*

i was smsing with joanne the whole time..both of us were so so damn excited!!haha!!

and theres a part "coming up nxt,LEONA LEWIS"

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and i quickly called her..

the first thing both of us said "ei!!leona lewis ler!"

gosh!!both of us were so excited!!!!and i even called shir to make her jealous coz she got no astro to watch!!muahahha!!!

she sang better in time and bleeding love!!!omgosh!!!!!its so so so nice!!!!im so inlove with her!!

and another thing,when click five were singing,everyone sang along with them!!omg!!its so cool wey!!!i wish im there to sing along with them too!!!

i wish i could be there jumping around with them..and leone lewis got the "breakthrough award" CONGRATULATIONS!!

and i saw "dong liang NFC" light board there..it's so obvious!!!

he looked so charming!!!!!with his "english speaking" muahahha!!so cute!!!!im loving it!!!!!!
FREE HUGS FOR LUCK?!!!wtf?!!omg!!!!!!!*FAINT*

1:57 AM

Saturday, August 2, 2008

i keep on telling myself not to take action anymore...

but i just cant stop myself from dng it...

its reali vr hurt...

i duno wut we were now..

its not like friends..its not like anything...i duno...

i seriously duno!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can any1 tel me?!!!?!!!!

12:11 PM

----------------JULY BABY -------------
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to
fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or
tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation.
Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about
people's
feelings. Tactful. Friendly.
Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and
unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and
sparkly.
spazzy at times.
Not revengeful. Forgiving but never
forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary
things.
Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive
Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong
sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No
difficulties
in studying. Loves to be alone. Always
broods
about the past and the old friends
Waits for
friends. Never looks for friends. Not
aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved.
Easily hurt
but takes long to recover.


vr vr true!!!!!!!
but the 1 i bolded is not true..
i love nonsensical and unnecessary things..serious!!!!
im not hardworking..im lazy...LOL!!and owaz hv difficulties in studying...
and i hate being alone..i love crazying around..thts me!! :)

11:11 AM

Friday, August 1, 2008

i couldnt sign in my msn just now...i couldnt blog just now..was kinda pissed off with it..and im pms-ing now..my whole body aching..

and thx god..the connection is back in the good condition..

i was kinda desperate to go out yum cha just now..

asked ai pei,she told me she cant go as she's having dancing class..forced her to go..

and she ended up okie with it...her class finish at 8.30pm and she hv to reach home and prepare before 9pm..pity her..

den i was smsing with xue lin..suddenly miss her so much,so i asked her out..haha!!
okie..both of us,ai pei and i bought the drinks d..and diz gal,xue lin says tht she's already vr full..don feel like drinking and eating anymore..

but ended up she went and get a chocolate cream WITHOUT CREAM

and she blamed us for making her fat by drinking tht coffee..gosh!!muahah!i told u..i got the picture of u buying the drinks..lalala~!

chit-chatted..luff alot..and diz xue lin took my phone and she wanted to delete off my picture folder..oh gosh!!i dare not snatch it back from her too,coz i sked she wil accidentally delete it off..so i went like...errr..i duno how to explain my reaction..but they kept on luffing on wut i hv done..

den camwhore around..deleteed quite lots pic d..coz it will be either xue lin o i saying "YER!!SO UGLY LAR!!" "YER!!SO FAT LAR"

so we wil end up deleting it..

took lots nonsense pictures and hamsap pictures too XD muahhaha!but too bad..all inside xue lin's phone...

xue lin,tak de u lar..muahahha!!

2 of us camwhore alot..except ai pei..we wanted to tk her picture..

BUT LOOK!!!

LOOK AT WHAT SHE DID TO US!!!

OMGOSH!!!!

muahha!!..stil got lots picture taken by xue lin's phone..so i gonna get it from her soon..

we r using couple phone..muahahha!!

den she drove us back home..she dropped me in aipei's house...whoa!!not bad lar her driving skill..but kinda scary too..haha!!she's kinda nervous fetching aipei and i..coz aipei non-stop shouting at her..hahah!!

im hapie yea yea!!

im not gng to skul tmr although i need to sit for an EST test..40% mark for my monthly test which falls on nxt mon-wed...i don care about my est..it's just a monthly test..i rather spend my time to buck up my 3 science subjects and add maths..

so my 40% EST mark gone~~muaahh!!

i absent to skul for 40 DAYS!!whoa!!proud proud..haha!but im not the highest..deshini is the highest..she absent for 42 DAYS!!so she's the king...im the queen..LOL!!!

1:07 AM