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she's a very stubborn and sensitive girl.easily cry over a small thing and when she's angry.That's just a way to release her anger.
she doesnt really know how to make up her mind and always being confused between a few decisions.she doesnt stay permanent on something she chose.she changes her mind easily.
she loves laughing around and with her smile on her face most of the time.A happy-go-lucky girl.
get very happy and excited very easily too =)
but take my word for it,she gets moody very easily too.
thats what most of the cancerians do.


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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

argh!!!i cant stop myself from blogging..

sry...im so fucking pissed off with a guy!!!!!!!don think u noe me well?!!

most of the ppl who noe me well are gals!!and not guys!!

coz i hv never close to any guys before!!!!except 2-3 guys oni!!and ITS NOT YOU!!!!!

so don act o think tht u noe me so much by telling ppl who i am...

fuck off!!!!!i used to hate u las time..and now!!i hate u more and more!!!!!!fucking busy body guy i hv ever seen!!!!!

u said im not a gal who worth to love...wtf?!!!?!!den did u ever think the gal tht u loved worth for u to love?!!think before u talked!!and i did ntg!!!

u said im a playgirl..yea!!i admit it!!thts las time...but NOT NOW ANYMORE!!!so don think u noe me so much!!!!fuck off!!!don simply open ur fucking mouth if u duno anything!!

u said im a gal who always hang out with guys!!!!ohh wut the fuck!!!!!!!i seldom go out with my classmates,and now u say i owaz hang out with guys?!!!?!!im not like u,owaz hang out with gals!!and don only say me..the gal tht u loved hang out with guys more than me!!coz diz yr i never even hang out with guys!!!!!!and i don reali talk to guys!!!!!

i always hang out with my superstar frens oni!! coz i seldom go out with my friends oso!!each time i go out is jst to see superstars o my idol!!!and now u r trying to say i owaz hang otu with guys??!!?!fuck off lar!!!i would rather spend my time sleeping at home!!!!!!

i didnt even talk to u,contact with u...so don think u noe me well!!!!!

u think i don worth for a person to love..coz all ur friends who loved me,i don love them at all!!so i wil jsut don care and ignore them!!diz is wut i owaz do if i don like a guy!!im not like the other girls who can still talk or close to the person who are chasing them,when they don even hv feelings towards hiM!!!


3:47 PM
Monday, July 28, 2008

wo ai zhe shei, ai dao wo you dian zhui
gao su wo ni shi shei, neng gou ba wo rang wo bian bu dui
ni bu hui lei, dan wo que ai ni ai dao hao lei
cong mei you wei le shei, bu gu an wei fu chu yi qie
zhan zai zhe ping heng dian, wo hai shi jue de you dian wei xian
huo xu shi kan bu jian, zhi neng gou kao gan jue

ta bu hui shi ge hao nan ren, ye bu hui shi ge hao qing ren
ni dui wo shuo, wo men zhi shi ca jian er guo
hao de nan ren you na me duo, shao le ta de ri zi ye neng guo
wo bu hui zai rang ni ji mo, ye bu hui rang ni geng nan guo
ni ting wo shuo, yao hao hao xue zhe qu sheng huo
jiu suan wei lai you duo shao cuo, zhi shao hai you wo de wen hou, wo de wen rou pei ni du guo

ni ting wo shuo, ni bu yao zhe me zuo
ni bu yao kan zhe wo, shuo ni yi jing zhi dao zen me zuo
ni hen nan shou, wo yuan yi pei ni yi qi cheng shou
zhi yao ni bu pa tong, zai duo kan ke wo dou pei ni zou
zhan zai zhe ping heng dian, wo hai shi jue de you dian wei xian
huo xu shi kan bu jian, zhi neng gou kao gan jue

jiu suan wei lai you duo shao cuo, zhi shao hai you wo de wen hou, wo de wen rou pei ni du guo



my bro was singing diz song in his room just now...and i still rmb..he is the one who asked me to listen to this song :( :(

everyone is asking me not to think,to giv up and all those..wuteva i do,i will think of it..and i cant give up tht easily..i duno why!!break up is a nothing for me las time!!why i cant be like las time who take everything easily anymore??

yea..im emo again..

i went to a restaurant to eat just now..in his housing area..vr near to his house..

i duno why when im trying not to think..sure there's someone say sumting tht make me to recall it back..

las time i went there,he drove there..i told my mum i wana return a book to my fren..and he drove me around the housing area for while..although its just a while,but im hapie d..

for now,all these are memories :'(

and again,i smsed him saying tht im gng there..why m i dng diz again!!!when i reach there,i keep on telling my bro and sis tht im so near to his house..oh gosh!!!im psycho

we r friends??? i reali duno diz....


9:43 PM


black+gold=classic

National Service(NS) list is coming out soon...soon!!owh!!soon..

well,actually i duno when yet..but i noe its coming out soon...

i go to the website to look for the latest news everyday..but ntg inside..haha!

i don wana get NS!!!!i don wana get dark!!i don wana wake up earli everyday!!i don wana sleep on a dirty and smelly bed..i don wana bathe inside a dirty and smelly toilet!!!


5:08 PM

i changed my blogskin back again...

i still prefer my old blogskin..hehe!!

my sis is gng back to aus tomoro!!!!!!

:( :( :( :( :(

nobody gonna hear me talking bout my problems anymore..

nobody is there for me to cry with d..

nobody is there to say "jangan lar nangis,jangan lar sedih"

:(


12:03 PM
Sunday, July 27, 2008

im such a good gal today..i was forced to wake up earli in the morning coz duno which relatives just came bak from china..so we went for bah kut teh..

after bah kut teh followed mum,grandma and those relatives to the morning market..foooH!!it has been around 5 yrs i didnt go to morning market..

and i saw mr joshua there,my add maths tuition teacher..i was walking walking to giv the beggar money and he called me..

he talked to my mum..my mum told him im a vr lz gal..whenever she asks me to study,i will ended up sleeping..and he agreed with my mum.."yea yea!!she vr smart..but vr lz..owaz sleep in the class oso!" *FAINT* but nvm..at least he praised me too :) muahhaha!!biasala..he owaz praise me..muahahh!!

planned to go aipei's hse to study..*kononnye* but when my mum said she wana go subang parade to get her phone..i straight away tel my mum i wana folo her..muahah!!yeah~went for shopping..

and

and

and

i got a new phone d!!!i hv been waiting for diz for a long time ago d..nobody wana get a new 1 for me..too bad..i don reali fancy over handphones now..i used to..but not now..i duno why..i worry bout my pics inside my memory card..haha!!

i was kinda surprise tht my mum wana buy it for me!my 4 old phones all bought by my dad..whenever i talked bout phones with my mum,she wil say i like to spend money..so i don reali like to ask her to get a phone for me..

i usuali use flick phones..but now,i use those normal phone..i wana get a slide o flick phone..but i felt kinda bad asking my mum to buy a expensive phone..so i jsut get a moderate phone with wut i wan inside there..

when she bought it for me d,she asked me whether im hapie anot..lol!of coz i am..i can start camwhoring again without using camera d..hehe!!and she asked me to study hard..hrmm..i duno whether i can do it not..but i don wana disappoint my mum too..

when i put my memory card inside the phone..i went to the folder..and i look bak at those pictures.. *FLASH BACK FLASH BACK*

he's the first person tht i informed..the 2nd is my readers in my blog!!muahhah!!


6:12 PM
Saturday, July 26, 2008

i enjoyed myself today..but he's still deep inside my heart..its very hard to let go.. but i will still stay strong..thx my friends all!!!!im still the old meifenn..the hapie yeappie gal..the outgoing gal..the gal with her smile everyday :)

i took bus to klg station diz afternoon..coz nobody can fetch me out..so im forced to tk bus out..haha!!den walked to ktm station to meet virzy up..took train to sentul and meet ivy there..

bought cake for them..and went to meet shu ping..headed off to 988 after tht..

saw jack's car there..tot they reach d..so waited inside the car for them to come down..coz they usuali wil come down to buy food o wuteva stuff..

so we played and joked in the car...i tried reversing and drive using ivy's car..yea..im addicted to driving!!hopefully i can drive soon!!!i just move forward and back oni..but the 3 person inside the car were very sked!!muahahhah!!!keep asking me to brake..make me even nervous..



den sudd we saw the car went off!!so we waited and waited and waited..saw few bitches there..haha!!den saw jack's car again..so quickly went down..gosh!i was too gan jiong until i fell down..*menyasueikan saje*

went up to 988 with them...we were playing outside there until kyan and others came out..kyan was the only one accompanied us there all the time..coz he studies PUBLIC RELATION!!!hahah!!i hv to announce diz here..coz he keep on repeating tht he studies diz course..haha!! and he is so proud of it!!

all of them came out,sang song..tease here and there..they kept on teasing me!!make me paiseh oni..make me don hv the guts to talk to jack!!!gosh!!ask jack to gimme a hug..kyan even said tht when i see jack,i will forget all my problems infront of jack..omg omg!!wut i can do,is just to hide my face..super paiseh..even tht quiet nick teased me too!!*speechless*


shud be proud!!i go there just for them..not bcoz of wee although i know he's coming over too..

our very special picture :) orange's idea..hehe!!


they did ask us to stay to sing song with them on air..but ivy and me hv to rush bak for dinner...so we didnt sty bak..kinda regret though..but i still enjoy throughout the time..


listen to 988 using shu ping's phone..we waited for the train for 1 hour!!we waited it for so long!!at the end,we oni get to noe we hv to sit the seremban train to putra to change the train to klg -_-" i ended up didnt go for dinner..i didnt eat my dinner..but i ate the cake tht jack cut it for me..its more than enuf d!!muahahha!!!
we were the noisiest in the train..we on the radio so loud like we r the one who owned the train..haha!!talked talked and crazy inside the train..im glad tht i hv u guys as my friends..reali thx!!!

thx to the orange,jack,nick,kyan for mentioning us so many times on air too!!and even our name..thx!! they even say we are like FRIENDS d..lalala~~
thx to all my friends..i will start a new life..i will be tougher and stronger..i hv learnt alot from diz relationship..i will not giv up so easily..like wut xue lin said,i lose diz relationship but i gained more friends..

i felt reali very touched..u guys are with me when im down..reali reali thx!!!

kyan knew tht i broke up oso..he asked me why it seems like ntg happen to me..of coz!i come out to enjoy and to forget all my sadness..so i hv to be hapie :) and not to be forgotten,im a hapie yeappie gal!!

everything will go smoothly after this...study study study!!spm candidiates!!its time for u guys to study!!don be lazy anymore alright!!!!

btw,for some bitches..we enjoyed more than on air!!coz we were so free tht time!!!we can do anything..lol!!don be jealous..MUAHHAHA!!!


10:55 PM

I was so in love with you
There was nothing I could do
Wouldn't give me the time of day
Now you wanna be with me
You say you wanna be with me

You said I was the best
Gave your love out to the rest
There was nothing I could say
But now it's going good for me
You say you wanna be with me
Now~

Yeah your telling me I am were it's at
But I ain't having none of that

Because I told you, you would live to regret it
Now I don't wanna make you feel bad
But when it comes to me just forget it
I'll be the best you never had
You put me through so many emotions
Now baby it's your turn for that
Cause in your empty heart I have left a mark
The best you never had

No, No, No

You saw me as a friend
Baby I don't want revenge
But if you must know the truth
What you didn't see in me
That's what you'll never be nooo
When you're telling me
I always was the one I see a differentiation

Because I told you, you would live to regret it
Now I don't wanna make you feel bad
But when it comes to me just forget it
I'll be the best you never had
You put me through so many emotions
Now baby it's your turn for that
Cause in your empty heart I have left a mark
The best you never had

Back rubs
Good love
My stuff
That's what you missed out on
My touch
Soo much we could've had
And baby
You miss
My kiss
My lips
The love I had for you
Also so long, baby dont it make you sad

Because I told you, you would live to regret it
Now I don't wanna make you feel bad
But when it comes to me just forget it
I'll be the best you never had
You put me through so many emotions
Now baby it's your turn for that
Cause in your empty heart I have left a mark
The best you never had

Because I told you, you would live to regret it
Now I don't wanna make you feel bad
But when it comes to me just forget it
I'll be the best you never had
You put me through so many emotions
Now baby it's your turn for that
Cause in your empty heart I have left a mark
The best you never had
Well I will always be the best you never had

The best you never had


11:55 AM

i ended up my relationship yday night...when it is officially ended,no tears..nothing at all..so don worry bout me my friends..

mayb like wut meng loon said..i may look tough outside but not inside..i hope im tough in both side..lol..

mayb its much better for us to be friends 1st..hrmm..diz are all future..it is unpredictable..

yea..i would agree tht i sacrifice alot in this relationship..my first time sacrificing so much for my boyfren..but does he appreciate it?i duno tht..

i think u guys who know me well could see tht i had changed 360 degree after im in relationship..i don chase artist anymore..las time my blog is full of wee..and now..ntg..yea..stil got..recently oni..before tht i don fancy over them anymore..

i noe he doenst like superstar,so i had reduced chasing them... i had given up my so-called-status as idol chaser..haha!!

i go out every weekends,i owaz skip my skul/tuition just for them las time..but not now anymore..

i don reali like chatting with sms..i seldom reply ppl in sms coz im lz..but bcoz of him,i had changed..i started chatting in sms..and all those..i noe im vr 'tiao kei'..don reply ppl in sms..

i hate taking public transport except when im forced to...but bcoz of him,i tk bus and followed him to klg station and i myself tk bus bak home again..and i took bus to ur hse..hrmmm....

whenever u got no credit, out of nowhere..i wil just reload it for u..i duno why i do this too..when im not outside or i cant buy..i wil simply find a fren to help me to buy it..

and do u noe why i didnt reali study for my mid term??yea..i didnt tel u...coz i wana accompany u for not studying..u were very down tht period of time..so wut i can do,is to accompany u for not concentrating in mid term..but thx god,i didnt fail my chemistry although i didnt do any of the essays..

i purposely do my add maths project as fas as possible so tht i could photostat another copy just for u to copy..but too bad,u guys use computer..theres a spm seminar in HICT..just incase ur skul didnt inform..so i took another extra form just for u..wuteva i do,i wil think for u too..ahhh...

okie..i better stop talking bout wut i hv done..

u said u would sacrifice anything for me except for family..u were sked to lose me..im the best..ohh..wuteva~~diz are all wut u said..

yea...u wana concentrate in ur studies..i noe studies are important!coz im those ppl who tk studies seriously too!of coz i understand..i just don understand why u do not hv the time to even call o talk to me..yea..sms..less than 10 msgs a day..diz is how u wana maintain a relationship?

as wut i understand,how busy u are..u wil stil hv a time..even 5 minutes..but u rather do other things..

sumtimes we talked..u already noe we dont hv much time for each other..but plz talk in a better tone...u r the 1 said we hv to appreciate every seconds we spend time together..diz is how u show ur appreciation by talking in diz kinda tone?

u said u don like gals tht u need to find a topic to talk to..when u talked alot,the person oni reply owh owh owh...u r behaving the same to me..i don care whether it's on the phone o sms..its just the same..sooner o later,some1 wil jsut get bored of it..

tht day theres a snatch thief somewhere near my tuition..so i went and kepo..but kinda sked too..coz they fought..and i told u..diz is how u care bout me "okie lar..u go and see..i wana do my things..bye" it's so dangerous and u ask me to go and see...ohhh..okie..fine...forget bout it..

u ask me to change..u said im childish..okie..although all my friends said im not wrong..but i stil tried my best to change..u said u wil change too..i hv changed a week d..but wut i get from u is??still the same..stil treat me so cold..

oh yea~sacrifice everything..craps!!u said u cant gimme wut i wan..wut i wan u to change is just a small thing..not to be so cold..is it so hard?!?okie..forget bout it den..i don wana force too..i jsut don like wut u said in the beginning is so different with now..totally!!everyone said tht too...

yday u stayed bak in the skul to eat with ur friends..i don blame u for tht..im childish..but im not tht childish too..i just don reali like the way u treated me..when i asked u to eat before ur tuition with me..u giv lots lots reasons..it has been so long we didnt get to meet each other,don u wan to meet me?if for me,i wil definately wan...although im tired..i wil just go for it...hrmm...and u meet ur friends everyday in the skul,me??just once in a blue moon..but it seems like so hard for u...

okie...better stop my craps here..i just feel like blogging..

although i didnt cry(it is so not me) but i just cant sleep the whole nite..

i woke up vr earli today..7+ am..i wil usuali sleep until 12-1pm..it is so not me!!!!aHHH!!

wut i can say now..wut we hv done for the past 3 mths++ are all memories..and thx for giving me sweet memories and happy moments too...

i wil not throw all these things away...its memories..i will still keep it...
the card u hv done for me..for 1 mth..ohhh.so sweet...the key chain i bought when im in thailand...u hv one too with letter M..the necklace u gave me during my bday..i just took it out diz morning..the shirt tht u and i bought

the thing u wrote in my book...

the liquid tht u bought for me when i need it..

thts the end.....

im gng out to 988 ltr..hopefully i enjoy :)

back to my normal life :(

thx to my friends who be by my side all the time..all were like.."call me k if u need somebody to talk to" thx so much!!!im reali reali touched!!!*tears rolling*

i dreamt of u yday..i duno why!i duno why!!!im trying to let to go everything now!!hopefully i can..

actually when i say it,theres stil a turning bak..but u don appreciate it..so..everything just ended like tht..

lastly,im reali reali serious in diz relationship..my first time..and diz is wut i get..im such a failure



9:31 AM
Thursday, July 24, 2008

i need to hand in my add maths project tomoro..

i just started diz morning in the skul...

and i just finished it..muahhaha!!!cool hurh...not bad not bad..

i wouldn't bother it if it's not for spm..and i wouldn't bother to hand in time too if teacher doesnt cut the marks..

tired for the whole day....our project need to be hand written except the introduction about pendulum..other skul can print out from the computer..how nice!!

if i can print out,i will just get the file from my fren and print it out..so ez..muahhah!!yea..im a lazy gal..

and our graph need 2 types..from the computer and draw on the graph paper..ohh sux!!!wut to do,diz is convent..got ntg better to do..

i wana leave my secondary skul as soon as possible!!!!!i cant wait for christmas and countdown..gosh gosh!!!think too far...spm havent over yet..

woosH!!!my chemistry teacher said im getting more and more hardworking..muahhah!!didnt sleep in her class anymore..*PROUD PROUD* but im just acting oni..

i wana change spec!!!i cant even see the white board in the class!!!


9:12 PM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008

duno wut to blog...i just feel like blogging now..

coz im LACK OF ATTENTION..muahaha!!yea yea..im LACK!!!from someone..lalala~!!nvm..i gonna continue to enjoy my life..enjoy my life to the max!!!gonna make my days every week to be full!!so i could just stop myself from thinking something tht i should not think of...

went to the gardens for my dinner just now...my sis's bf treat us..duno wut tea shop..all the food are made of tea..seriously duno wut to eat,duno wut to drink..ewww!i just hate diz kinda shops..but the food are okie..not bad...



my mum said i might got eye infection coz my eyes are vr vr red...diz thing happens quite often..

ask me not to wear contact lense for diz week..ohh wtf!!!!

my spec is not suitable for me d as my right eyes power increased from 500 to 600..left eye from 450 to 570..oh gosh!!but thx god my astignatism didnt increase..or else i gonna be blind soon..

mum wana bring me for an eye check up..sked sumting happen to my eyes and gonna be blind..

i stil wana wear contact lense!!!!!coz i luk dumb with my spec...muahahha!!

btw,its reali hard to maintain sumting long(not related to the above post..sumting random)


10:43 PM

school is so so so fun today!!haha!!

during moral period teacher asked us for some akta about those raping case..

so evon and me started with our dirty nonsense

its so so so fun!!!so high..muahahah!!high~

i shouted in the class

AKTA PENYALAHGUNAAN CONDOM
AKTA PELEPASAN SPERMA

and evon with her
AKTA JUAL BELI CONDOM

whole class luff like crazy..haha!!

den i started going crazy after tht..kept touching ppl's body and some other part..muahah!!especially jiachyi's!!too soft..and it can bounced back...muahah!!OMG OMG!!i think i gonna stop with my craps d..or else my readers all don wana read my blog anymore...

during chemistry period,2 of us went to toilet..we met may chin and boon yee..2 of us quickly went up and hide bside the stairs..

may chin and boon yee were walking up...and i scare them!!muahahah!its so so so funny seeing their expression...its so damn fucking cute!!!!!

den they were scared again by evon at another side...

pn suhana was walking down and saw us luffing and screaming...gosh!luckily didnt get scolding from her..

anyway,happy birthday boon yee!!!


2:30 PM
Sunday, July 20, 2008

it has been very long since the las time i go crazy over them..i was so busy crazying over them every week without fail las time..haha!!

yeah..i hv reduced alot alot..

yday went to see my idol..i didnt go sg wang on fri for jnk and him..awww!!!i tot of seeing kyan and jack on friday..but too bad,it clashed with my tuition..so i hv to go for tuition..

diz so-called-fans gathering was sponsored by LG mobile..gosh!!im so so so desperate for tht phone..its so so nice!!!if we buy tht phone on tht day,we get to tk pic with him!!aww!!!but mum don allow..too bad..and tht phone no 3g..

i reached there around 1pm+..tot it wil start at 2pm..but everyone was lining up outside the coco banana entrance until 3pm+!!!gosh!!it was so so so hot!!but wut to do..just hv to bare with it..

after entering,it was so so so cold!!!so nice!!!we get some free soft drinks..


the crowd in coco banana :) i don like to squeeze with them..






theres a game where he wil call any of the fans phone..but too bad,my phone spoilt,so i need to use oni 1 number..i just use my digi..my hotlink i left it at home without on-ing it..and so coincidence he called a num and cant get thru...if it's my num..i reali gonna kill myself!!hahahha!!!
den he played a game..a tennis game..a sensor game..i duno wut it called...


so nice seeing him playing :) muahahah!!
muahah!he sang my 2 fav songs...zhi yin wei ni and dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui..yeah!seldom listen him singing his old songs d..memories flashed back...aww!!i missed all those moments...

10 person each group get to tk pic with him

well,it was not tht enjoyable..but i tried to make myself enjoy with the environment..so it's alright..yea,im left out..but mayb im used to it d..haha!!!

went back home...i got flu and duno why i feel so cold,i wore a jacket,covered myself with comforter,without air cond..but i stil cold..i was so so so tired and not feeling well..and slept vr earli..

i felt so much better the nxt day..received msg from teng..asking me to go sg wang AGAIN!!!!!

las minute decision after mum and teng persuaded me to go..so i went..

but it was quite enjoyable :) haha!!kinda long didnt see ivy,virzy and of coz teng!!haha!!too bad..janjan and shu ping were not there...miss u guys muchie muchie!!miss crazying with u guys!!hahhaha!!

went over to pavillion to find for yee sian for my zheng tea paper back..so so so nice!!im loving it!!saw my idol a while too..hehe!!



HENLEY!!!




i think it's already around half yr didnt get to meet henley..hehe!!!
my kawans.. LOVESSS
orange..

stupid lai keng don allow us to tk with henley...but after she brought henley down..we went to car park to look for henley..hehe!said bye bye..and went off
she was so so disappointed with everything..

but after my help..muahahah!!!she was so so so excited and high...hrmm..same goes to me too..both of us were so so so excited for something..something...muahahha!!!

2 silly gals..hahahha!!

got ntg to do for the past 1 hour..so we went and buy diz...

fattening stuff..gosh!!!hahahhaha!!!!


yea!!!im so so hapie :)


u guys rocks!!!!



11:07 PM
Thursday, July 17, 2008

wut boon yee faced with her boyfren,gavin is exactly the same as mine..

she cried in the skul..exactly like wut i hv done tht day too..

kept comforting her..im in the same boat as her too..i reali duno wut to do..coz i can feel exactly wut she felt..

plz lar..if u r in relationship,u hv to sacrifice some of ur time..or else,wut for u r in relationship?

haiz....

why why why??why the gals can do..but the guys cant do it..

rather spend time in other thing......haiz haiz....

talked to few gals who are in relationship now too..they felt the same way too...

boon yee ar boon yee...sry i cant do anything..but just be tough alright!!!think twice before u do some decision too...

most of the gals felt the same way too..we are all in the same boat..

oh yea!!im frustrating another thing now...i noe i shudnt.....


9:19 PM

pictures taken in bm tuition las friday in shir's house :)
i went to JOGOYA on tues for my dinner..my first time stepping into star hill..haha!!!
met up with shir who is having her dinner there too...

sis and mua
i didnt eat tht much tht night..coz i ate in the skul,mum pack lunch for me..and my stomach cant digest the food so fas..

so it was a waste for me gng there...


6:44 PM

currently using diz blogskin..

i heard from lots ppl they hv difficulty coming in here..

so i change to diz skin temporarily..

wil change when i hv the time to do a new 1..lol!!!

wait for my updates...gonna update tmr if i hv the time and not tired :)

hv a nice day everyone!!


12:13 AM
Monday, July 14, 2008

im still using my bro's com to update my blog as he doesnt wan to help me to install those programmes..i cant even access into the internet with my laptop..hate him!!

oh yeah~!on the 11th of July,after my maths tuition..went over to my grandma's place to celebrate my advance bday..it has been vr long since the las time i celebrate with them..hehe!!

all of them were so excited for it..i duno why..im excited too..hahaha!!! thts my grandma and grandpa bhind..muahahhah!!

my cake..yeah!!im loving it!!i love fruit cake!!
with candle..



received a call from shir..she has been begging me to go starbucks and overnite her house since afternoon during bm tuition..haha!!but i don wan to..

so she called my mum's phone..asking my mum to ask me to go..haha!!

but i stil don wan..haha!!

went back home..talked talked talked on the phone with the boyfren..haha!!!and den received a call from shir again..and she asked me to open the door..gosh!!

when i open the door,they came out with a cake...i was stunt there..duno wut to do..duno wut to say..reali reali so paiseh..

went up to my room..they on their phone with duno wut kind of bday song version and they sang it to me..i jsut cant stop luffing!!hahahah!!im jsut too shy :)




im reali reali touched..it was my first time my frens did it for me..

they said i spoiled their plan..they planned to ask me to go starbucks,over nite in shir's hse later on..den shir gonna tel me she wana change her "pad" and she goes down..joanne gonna ask me to go down..kononnye wana kacau her..but end up wana giv me a surprise with candles and cakes or some other else..im not sure..muahahha!!

too bad...i spoiled it..lol!!
i love wut they wrote inside the card!!so meaningful!!im loving it!!

they went back earli as it was already vr late..

continued talking to the boyfren until kinda late..sang song for me on the phone..muahhaha!thx!!so sweet :)

when we stopped talking d..as usual,my phone sudd off..and when i on it,ntg appears on the screen..kinda sad..tried so many ways..but still the same..my phone spoilt!!!!

i just can use 1 number in 1 time now..so if u guys couldnt contact my maxis..plz cal my digi..get my digi num from me :)

on the 12th july..went to aeon with him..we went to bbq plaza..muahhah!!it was so funny..it was my first time gng there..same goes to him too..so both of us kinda blur with it..haha!!

keep on asking the waitress on how to cook it..haha!!
hopefully the waitress don luff at us..haha!!

went and walked around..got ntg else to do..cant watch movie coz the time all are not suitable as he needs to go back early for his tuition..




yea..i noe my fringe are long..i gonna cut it soon..haha!!

went to mcd to waste our time there..hahah!!

lalala~eating the french fries..hehe!!

he went back den went and find for nicole and the others..

den received a msg from him..he ask me to check my bag..

he kept the present inside my back quietly!!gosh!!i don even noe!!how come!!how come i don realise it...urgh!!shud spoilt his plan too ma!haha!!

aww!!saw him wearing it too..

bought a top for my own bday present..haha!!

went for a movie ltr on..i omos slept inside the cinema coz my eyes are tired and the contact lenses are not suitable for me..eyes red..
weishan,me,yunnteng,nicole and jiachyi..

duno wut happened to jia chyi..she was so quiet tht day..hrmmm..
went back after the movie...yunnteng followed me as she wants to go to Bon Odori too..

so many ppl there..need to wait for so long to buy food..im already vr vr vr hungry..

both of us kinda regret gng there..it was so so so damn kao BORING!!!

sat there and talked to ben oni..ohh..pity him~!!both of us keep on hitting him for no reasons...muahahha!!!
eating our sushi

i saw kwen there..bcame the model for duno wut ice cream..haha!

went back around 9+..chit chatted with yun chin..

yunn teng came over to my hse too..waited for her sis until 12.30am..haha!!
13th july..
went back to grandma's hse in the morning..

went out with kido and wee for dinner...asked them not to buy cake d..haha!!im shy if they sing song for me...

we planned to go to a restaurant somewhere near the boyfren's hse..but ended up gng to danny's and partners coz of some reasons..lz to explain..lol!!

got a present from them and angeline too..hehe!!
it's so obvious..thts wee's writing..haha!!


a lock-key pendant+necklace and a keychain of my horoscope..

thx so much to everyone!!!!!

thx to those who smsed and wish me..
thx to those who send comments in frenster
thx to those who wished me in msn
thx to those who planned surprises for me
thx to those who had given me presents
thx to those who wished me in my tagboard
thx to those who send me msgs in frenster
thx everyone!!
appreciate it!!!!!!!

im gng for my amali on wed :)
hopefully i can tahan for the 6 hours..
i wana drive!!!woo HOO!!!!


tata everyone!!nitez!!

it's 3.06am right now!!!!



2:18 AM
Sunday, July 13, 2008

i had a great birthday diz yr too :)

better than wut i had expected..

i celebrated my bday 1 day before in my grandma's place...

shir and joanne came over my hse to giv me surprise at night..sry,i spoilt you guys plan..muahahah!!

received all you guys msgs!!thx so much!!sry for some tht i didnt reply..and my phone spoilt on my bday!!around 1+am..a bad beginning for my bday..but it turned out well!!!god bless!!

im reali reali sry for not replying...i don even noe who smsed me coz all my contacts in the phone...sry!!

went out with the boyfren in the morning..den hang out with nicole,yt,jiachyi and wei shan after tht...

yt followed me back home den went over to shah alam for bon odori..SUPER BORING!!!!!!!made a wrong choice for gng there..met up with ben,chit-chatted with him..

thts my day :)

gng out to celebrate my bday with kido and wee later on..coz im not free yday..muahahha!!

oh yea!!pictures wil be posted up soon..very SOON!!reformatted my com d..just need to wait my bro to be back to install all those programmes..

wait for my updates!!!!!!!be patient!!!


5:49 PM
Thursday, July 10, 2008

sry for not updating my blog for so long...i couldn't on my laptop..my laptop needs to be reformat again..aiks!!all my stuff gonna erase off..sad sad..

i duno how to reformat..so i need to wait for my bro to be free to do it for me..yeah!!noobie gal..muahaha!!

so many unhappy things happen this few days...suddenly feel almost all my posts for the past few days are all emo post..coz im reali reali emo..im under going depression nowadays..for while i can be hapie..and for while i can be crying over a corner..

i can be so dumb crying the night before today..i tot when i wake up,everything will be fine..it's a new day..but when i go to skul,telling evon how i felt..and it starts again..crying again..but trying to act tough,so i kept my tears back again..

and again...during chemistry lesson..while teacher was teaching half way,i turned behind and i started crying again!!omg!!!all the malay gals kept asking wut happened...aiks..

bday is getting nearer nearer..i don wan it to be fas..haiz!!i just cant change the fact tht 12 july is a so damn good day where all the events fall on tht day..but it is not a good day for bday to fall on tht day..

everyone is busy-ing with their own stuff..

i don wana put high expectation on it too..coz it gives me a higher disappoinment..

just hope everything goes well on tht day..i would be hapie d..

i just don hope i will be sad on tht day...

after my bday,i guess i hv to start to study for my tests,trials and SPM!!!!

yea..i study,i wont neglect my bf too..time management is the key!!!hope everything will be fine...

i tried to study diz few days..all those problems just kept on bothering my mind and i cant even study..i used to be a vr tough gal..i used to be a gal who knows how to divide everything clearly..but not this time..aiks..

i wana go for MTV ASIA AWARDS!!!!can see so so so many ang-moh singer!!all those international singer!!aww!!!!!!!and of coz my idol wil be there too!!!!thts my main reason to go :)

but it's on 2nd of august!!my test is on 4th!!wtf!!!!!!


5:44 PM
Sunday, July 6, 2008

sad sad sad sad.....

my tears just couldn't stop flowing right now..

i come on9,tot i can find some1 to chat with...i tot it would be better after i on9..

but guess wut!!!nobody on9!!wtf!!!!!!!coz it's already gng to 3am!!owh gosh!!!!!!

i need some1 to talk to...

im desperately need some1 to talk to!!!but i sked..sked wut??i sked my tears wil start flowing again and again..i wan to stop from crying d!!or else...my eyes gonna be swollen the nxt day!!!!

i cant sleep!!i reali cant sleep right now!!i duno why sum1 can stil sleep so soundly right now!!!

i cant do anything right now except on9-ing and blogging............

anyway,thx to the X who had given me a good advise....


2:43 AM
Friday, July 4, 2008

hrmm..u guys having some problems to come in to my blog before diz??

is it very lag??

i re-edited my code d..

so how's it??

still having the same problems??


10:26 PM

i reali reali have the mood to study at the beginning..but slowly slowly everyone started saying
"waHH!!meifenn..so hardworking ar.."
"yorr!!u making me sked"
"u started studying d ar..so fas!!!"
and all those nonsense...

i feel so-not-encouraged with wut they said..

in the other way,i feel tht they r insulting me too..

and bcoz of tht,i didnt study nowadays d..make me reali no mood..but in the same time,i keep on thinking of trials and spm..i duno wut to do...

joanne,nicole and of coz my beloved still keep on encouraging me to study..ask me to study all the time..ask me not to giv up..keep giving me the spirits to study..thx so much!!!

diz is a very right way..as a fren,u shud encourage ur fren to study..and not telling her all those words..

thx so much.......chatting with nicole now,yea!!!agree with wut she said!!


2:10 PM
Wednesday, July 2, 2008

i stayed back in skul today for group study with nicole and sally..they taught me chemistry...awww!!i hate chemistry..make me headache..

so as usual,i brought my phone to skul..jia chyi and yamuna's case became a very hot topic in our skul d..i support jia chyi more!!hehe!!she's not wrong!!is her blog,she can write wuteva she wants to....im telling u ng shien yee!!!i duno whether you read my blog not...
elaine..so emo..muahahah!!but she's thinking of TH!!hahahah!!!th-tidak hadir!!hahahah!!
yeah..me..ss in the class...nobody care about me taking out my phone oso!!haha!!!
our group study in the library....with chipsmore there...haha!!

im fat fat fat d!!!!my weight has increased to 4X..hahaha!!im shy to tell out..gosh gosh!!i hv to reduce everything d..

all blame the mash potato!!i hv been eating mash potato for breakfast,lunch,dinner,supper and the nxt day breakfast!!awww!!it's just too nice!!!im addicted to it!!!


7:29 PM
Tuesday, July 1, 2008

jAnicE says:
hey mf, hapi belated birthday ya ^^
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hurh?!!!
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my bday nxt sat lar
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hahahaha
jAnicE says:
nt yesterday mea?



muahahah!!!siau huan damn sesat and blur...

and i duno why i hv already started receiving happy birthday testimonials in friendster..gosh gosh gosh!!!

im excited tht my bday is getting nearer and nearer coz i can drive very very soon...but in the same time,i dowan it to be so fas..i just duno why..mayb coz exam is getting nearer and nearer..everyone is so stress up nowadays..even i go to skul,cant enjoy and crazy with friends anymore...everyone is kinda serious now..awww!!i miss the time..

and i gonna leave my secondary skul in jsut a few months time..gosh!!time flies....

i still rmb when i was in std6 in MGS...almost every week see the headmistress..and guess wut the headmistress said ? "3 of u again ar!!every week see the same students"

walao!!they even want to call up to our parents coz we r vr vr vr naughty..actually just a small matter,but they take it so seriously..3 of us didnt go for kelas tambahan,3 of us sat on the balcony which is vr dangerous,scolded bad words on teacher and lots lots more..muahaha!!we even caught for copying computer test..shit lar!!we sat so far,cant even copy..haha!!

during the report card day,my teacher told my dad everything...and i got scolding..tht was the worst year in my life..friends problem..and lots lots more..at least i got straight A's,better result than them..god knows..haha!!

but after getting in to convent..all went back to normal..i prefer convent than my old skul..seriously!!!haha!!

i still miss some of my mgs friends and teachers..will find one day to go back there and find for them..hehe!!

when i told my friends,im from mgs primary..all were shocked and started asking why i dowan to continue in MGS diz and tht..

coz the truth convent is better :) im not insulting k....coz i prefer friends in convent..i don mean friends in mgs are bad..just tht i had chosen to go with wrong friends..and the memories are always in my mind..thts why i hv a bad impression on it d..shok chen,shobana,amelia,jian ju,yingying and some others are still my very good friends..

aww!!my las year wearing uniform :(


8:03 PM