Sunday, June 29, 2008

im having dilemma right now....i duno wut i should do!!!im just in the mood to blog...diz is my 2nd post for today..
i saw something that make my mood change..blame myself!!!!why i click it?!!
it's the past!!!why i still mind about it?!!it's just too deep!!! i couldnt control myself!!*SIGH*
People want so many things in life. People expect so many things in life.I'm talking about how unthankful I am who always expect sumting more than anything when im already have everything..example if X did it for Y..i wan X to do it to me oso..wtf rite?!!! i think i shud be very grateful and shoudn't be so greedy....awwww!!!
but i just feel so-not-satisfied with it...haiz haiz haiz...getting older and older very soon...everyday sigh..
all these are my first time...i nvr expect so much from a person before..i already said IT'S JUST TOO DEEP!!!
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did i mention tht i got my surat amaran for ponteng-ing skul?yeah!!i got it las friday..im stil very proud with it..i got it so many times d..
shir and me planned not to go to skul every monday and fri..i printed 10 letters for teacher d..or else i gonna get another surat amaran..haha!!
i don feel like gng to skul every wed coz im having fcking EST for 2 periods!!eeee!!i don like her class!!!
i still rmb 1 of my fren,i duno who..probably it's yi chien..she said everytime she sees me in the skul,she will feel very surprise..haha!!!
and i came to skul everyday during the exam week..1 of my classmate was like "meifenn,why u come to skul everyday?"lol...i answered "coz exam wut!!" wtf!!!
i prefer spending my time sleeping at home than sleeping in the skul..at home,i hv a comfortable bed with aircond..and in the skul,i hv to sleep on the table and each time i wake up,whole hands and legs will be numb..
quote-love me for who i am and not what i am
7:38 PM
i wish this thing to be happen on me since las time...i've been thinking to do this when im in relationship..kept on thinking too when im single coz very envy seeing ppl liddat..lol!!
but i guess it wont happen on me..
just a very simple wish...very very very simple...but no use forcing..
2:17 PM
Saturday, June 28, 2008
had a great day and night with the 2 gals,joanne and shir...bm tuition canceled yday afternoon..shir came over to my house and we went for
MCD again!!!as usual,chicken mcnugget set..haha!!
joanne said she wil be coming over to my place at 3+..called her and she said 4+..at the end,she came around 5+...den hang out in my place a while and went over to shir's place..
had lots fun together..yeah
=)


3 of us went for steamboat before gng to tuition...



we were the earliest customer..haha!!
after tuition, went back home to pack my stuff to overnite in shir's place..den went and hang out in our usual place,starbucks..haha!!
saw nadelyn there....and some convent girls..

talked and shared about our personal thing until 11.40..went back home and we hav a pillow talk until 3.30am..haha!!awwww~!!sry...i miss him..haha!!sry for keep saying tht...

woke up at 8am and went to
MCD again for our mc breakfast!!haahha!!yeah~!shir and me are MCD no.1 FANS!!!haha!!
went back home,chit chatted again until noon..went back home and i slept until 5++pm..im just too tired...
awww!!have a wonderful time with them...mis ya guys!!!
6:54 PM
Thursday, June 26, 2008
trials another 2 more months...
is like how long i hv been together with my bf...2 months++..just a blink of eyes..time flies very fas..
everyone has been talking about how stress they are..im stress too..i sked i cant finish studying all the subjects in these short period of time..
i reali reali hope i will get at least C or B in my add maths for trials..at least giv me some..err..so-called spirit to continue to study or hope..others i think i can manage with it..only add maths..haiz!!!!!
anyone can be my private tutor??i hv been neglecting my studies when im in form 4..ohhh sux!!i regret regret regret d...
okie!!!we shud start our war from now before it's too late...
but im still lazy to go for my tuition although i hv only 3 tuitions...im lz im lz im lz!!!i dropped so many tuitions due to my laziness..aww!!the older i am,the lazier i am..wtf?!!i guessed i got more tuitions when im facing my UPSR..hahaha!!
nvm..i shud prove to everyone tht i still can do it although i didnt attend tuitions....
12:11 PM
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
so many events fall on my birthday..how sad!!i cant go any of the event..
1.988 anniversary in penang
2.Bon Odori
3.Kwang Hua's IU Day
4.Rally
5.mum's dancing centre annual dinner
6.3 on 3 La Salle Klang
i want to go BON ODORI so badly!!!!! if at night im not occupy,most probably i will be gng..i just want to make sure i will be out for the whole day to enjoy..haha!!
i want to go to 988 anniversary!!!DA MOUTH is coming!!aww!!!!!!!i miss MC40!!!MC 40!!!i miss his smile..awww!!!so cute~!!haha!!
henley will be there too!!so long didnt see him d.....
well, i had a very nice and unforgetable bday las yr..my sweet 16!!aww!!hope diz yr too..haha!!and it's on saturday!!owh!!no skuL!!FUN FUN FUN!!!!
4:57 PM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
came back from skul,received a call from shir...asked me to go for mcd..quickly take my bath and went off to klg parade for mcd..haha!!
bought some stuff for my sis and went back..she came to my house coz she's gonna be alone at home..haha!!
wut we did is camwhore,camwhore and camwhore..
btw,she already started studying!!!WHOA!!!!!i hv to start mine soon too..hahaha!!!

we r not studying..just posing..hahaha!
4:08 PM
Monday, June 23, 2008
yeah~!my sis is back..reach msia around 6+..she was craving for bah kut teh..so we went for bah kut teh earli in the morning..
went back home den around 10.30 went to jusco with mum and grandparents..fetch them back home den i went back home to sleep...i slept around 3+ yday okie!!and woke up so early today...
went over to grandma's place for our dinner..took some pictures for my moral kerja amal there since my house don even have a garden or a pot of plant for me to act..haha!!
TADAAA!!!
kononnye wana change the curtain..hahahha!!!

washing the pond??haahah!!just show my hand inside oni..LOL!!!
10:27 PM
Sunday, June 22, 2008
WHY?!!!WHY?!!!so many questions pop up into my mind!!!
i noe i shouldn't think so much..
just let it be...
EMO!!EMO!!EMO!!!
oh yeah~!!!im not gng to skul tmr..sis is back tmr!!!yeah!!!!im so excited!!!!i love u sis!!i guess diz is my 1st time saying i love her..wuahhahha!!!
2:08 PM
Saturday, June 21, 2008
my mum just ruined my mood!!!!so fucking pissed off with her!!
she just cant understand wut i feel now and wuts my situation..the most important is,she can finish her scolding!!!argh!!
why all are my fault?!!!!im already half sick okie!!!!scold my bro lar!!!fuck off!!!
sry fion,i cant go sunway with u guys to celebrate ur bday..
im reali reali sry!!!!i wish to go too!!to take neoprint with u guys..how fun!!
but my mum just ruined everything off!!
im reali reali reali very sorry!!!
7:03 PM
Friday, June 20, 2008
went out with my another 2 close friends..has been a few decades since the las time i met them..carmen is back for holidays and gng back on board nxt wed..so we hang out together after my tuition..
once i stepped into carmen's car..gosh!!!the first thing they say is "Y.Y.Y"..and they jsut cant stop saying tht..make me paiseh..haha!!!
went for a drink..ate french fries and fried wantan..have a good luff with them for non stop..from the time i stepped in until the time i stepped out from her car..
anyway,hapie to hang out with u guys..didnt go event with u guys for very very long time ago d..and i miss the time we crazy together..almost every artist who came to klg parade,we will be there las time..haha!!we like o we don like them..we will still be crazy..haha!!

gosh!!wut she pointing at?!!just the words~!!no worries..haha!!
still got a few crazy pics..but i luk terrible in it..so better keep it..
we tried very hard to take alot of nonsense pics coz all the guys kept luking at us..haha!!so we hv to take it fas..

she's pointing for mine,im pointing for hers..haha!!

sweet?!!LOL!!

yeah~the 3 of us..carmen,pei san and mua!!
love u guys!!!!
11:52 PM
shir came to my house today for bm tuition since yi chien is in sarawak now..so they came to my house..my cousin was absent coz of some skul activity and tht joanne disappeared!!!so left shir and me attending the tuition..
but 1st time seeing us so serious in tuition ler!!hahaha!!!and i guess teacher is happy to see us finish her hw..1st time..whoa!!we changed lots..
shir messing around on my bed..haha!!

i hate skul nowadays..i got my surat amaran for ponteng-ing skul so many times without letters..the 1st thing i hate is,i need to wake up so early!!!
and do ntg in the skul
bm-either talk o sleep
eng-talk
physics-sleep
chemistry-sleep
bio-teacher is strict..cant sleep but sleepy
moral-talk
est-talk
sejarah-sleep
maths-talk
basically,i do ntg in the skul..so i rather spend my time sleeping at home than gng to skul..skul sets up so many stupid and nonsense rules nowadays..we need to sing 1 song everyday so we will have semangat to sing for assembly on every monday..stupid!!!oh sucks!!!
we even need to bring our stupid rm10 DIARIKU to assembly every monday just to write down wuts the thing happening in the skul..oh sucks!!!nonsense!!!we don even wan to noe who won for the renang,merentas desa o wuteva!!!we r not interested and it's none of our business!!!fuck off!!!
all these stupid rules are set up by our so-called-menopause lady,penolong kanan HEM!!!too free and got ntg to do!!!!
5:42 PM
Monday, June 16, 2008
opppsie!!something happened....
but im stil hapie to hv friends tht are stil so supportive
lalala~!!
especially to
xue lin
and
aipei
thx!!!!!
and thx to my sis advice too :)
love u guys!!!
thx to the boyfren...haha!!im so evil..but he stil so nice to me!!hahaha!!!
my blog,my place to blurt out wut i want,and im a straight forward person..so don blame me..haha!!!
everyone agree with me??
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eventually,i got an A for my BM..i counted wrongly tht day...teacher printed our position in the class today d..yea,i did badly for my exam,wut to do,las minute preparation..i already expected wut position i will get...
report card day on 26th June..who cares..im not gonna ask my parents to go..i used to be a very good gal las time..but after form 4,i started to hv those "don care,whatever" attitude d..so i didnt bring back report card o go for report card day anymore..haha!!
mayb coz my mum allows me to go crazy over those artists,so she expect me to do better and put high expectation on me,so i dare not show her my result as she will be disappointed and don allow me to go crazy over them anymore..
aww!!everyone already started studying and preparing for trial and spm...and im still lazy-ing around..
cant help myself with it..
im just too lazy...
yeaHOO!!my sis is coming back from australia for her holidays SOON!!real soon...yeaHOO!!!
another 1 more week..mayb she can help me in my add maths when she's back..
4:31 PM
Sunday, June 15, 2008
oh yeah~ai pei picked me up from my house and headed off to kwang hua...waited for the boyfren to come coz his tuition ends at 6pm.. i was sitting in the canteen until he came..talked talked to some friends and surprise to see yoke ping and the others there too..
saw tht "gal"..lol!i don wana mention who..kept staring at her non stop..where she walks,where my eyes go..haha!!sounds like im her fans rite?!!
HELL NO!!!!i just wana see who is better..hahahha!!!yeah~im silly..
the bf came..went up..gosh!!!the hall is still the same..still very hot like las year..once i stepped in,i feel like coming out again..but nobody wana folo me down..too bad..so forced to stay there until kido had given his comments to the participants....
followed ai pei out to wait for her car..walked around with the boyfren..and den..went back..aiks..too bad..
awwwww!!im missing him badly right now..and he's in his fren's hse :( awww!!i miss him!!!!!!!!lalala~!!

random~!!!taken in skul..our bottles..hahah!!!

the smallest is mine :) my bottle sumtimes still can be full until the skul ends..
1:52 AM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
got my papers back....i
failed my add maths again..wuahaha!!i expected higher diz time,but its okie..its not my first time failing add maths :) my 3rd time i think..haha!!4 of us failed,fion,elaine,evon and me failed add maths..haha!!i hate countings!!i prefer memorising..
whoa!unbelievable!i passed my chemistry!!i didnt do my 2 essays..40 marks gone but i still passed!!haha!!i think im the oni person didnt do essays in my class..
got back bm paper too..teacher was absent but she gave us back the papers..awww!!such a waste..another 1 mark to get
A..okie..whatever~!i lost my mark in my stupid novel part (a)..i wrote the wrong thing..so everything gone..at least i got 1 mark for it..haha!!

got A for my EST and english...i did badly in my english paper 2(comprehension & literature) coz i didnt even study my literature..and i prefer essays..i scored my mark in my essays..hehe!i just duno why i got so much to crap in my essays..
a B for my history...yeah~i dropped..but i nvr expect myself to get a B for my history..just aim for pass..my essay part sux..basically,i dropped almost all the subjects..hehe!!haven get others yet..aiming another A for my moral..aim A for my moral coz my moral is owaz A..so i wana remain A for it..hopefully~!god bless....i wan my bio and physics to pass too :)
i was looking back at my photobucket's album..i duno tht my fren is one of the famous blogger..i got a shock las time when i saw her blog under jiayi's *famous blogger* list..

met her in genting few years back..errr..i think 3 years back..went there to see mr.nic teo for 988 anniversary..waited outside the arena of stars door and she's behind of me with her fren supporting BUDDY..and thts how we get to know each other just in 1 day..
we don even have a room to sleep tht night..so we hang out in genting during the mid night..and we overnight in baskin robbin..haha!!nice experience :)
8:51 PM
Friday, June 6, 2008
What should a guy do to keep a girl satisfied?1.Mark anniversaries on the calendar.2.We think about you all the time.3.This is how we see it: Don't call = Don't care.4.Which also means that if we don`t call/sms, take a hint.5.Being able to make us laugh is so much more important than knowing how much you can bench-press6.We're allowed to be late. You're not.7.3 words: honesty, honesty, HONESTY!8.Open the door for us no matter where we are.9.We love surprises10. Even though you're sometimes insensitive and hurt us, we still love you with everything we are.11.. Silent treatment, shoulder shrugs, tears, yelling, & nasty looks add up to = YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG.12.The excuse "I can't dance" is unacceptable. We`ll appreciate the simple fact that you`re trying.13.Just because a girl doesn`t pick up on the first ring doesn`t mean she`s not waiting by the phone.14.Don`t lie to us. We will catch you.15.When the girls get together, we talk about everything. Meaning, my bestfriends know everything about you.16.Be with us when we are not in the mood/need you.Give us a hug and it means alot.i found this from internet and its quite interesting..
12:11 AM
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Nicholas Teo had his new hair cut for his 2nd concert live in singapore!!gosh!!i saw from aivin's blog yday and went into the forum to check out his photos just now..
adui!!his hair looks abit like rambutan..hahahha!!!no PRINCE feel anymore!!
i guess this hair suit him few years back but not now..coz he is already a man and not a boy anymore..
but he still looks nice in any hair style..haha!
still my forever idol <33
has been supporting him for omos 5-6 yrs..gosh!!time flies......
9:20 PM
Sunday, June 1, 2008
didnt join family for breakfast diz morning..as usual..coz i wana hv more time to sleep..
woke up around 9am...take bath and ready to go..but mum came back late..haiz!!and i still have to wait for her.. kinda excited to see them,coz i guess it has been vr long since the las time i see them..haha!!


met up with ivy and we went to mcdonald..and we saw them walking to the toilet..haha!!


i even met jane there..hehe!hapie seeing her..

anyway,i was vr tired and bored for the whole day..and not reali in the mood to be crazy although im excited..

kyan was luffing at me coz jack didnt come..hahah!!its okie anyway,im hapie seeing him too..haha!!they jsut came out talking talking talking and went back to the stage..and some small kids performed after tht..den frankie,kang heng(i guess)orange,mei sim and some others came out too..





den went around to find for nick,kyan and orange to donate..coz they walked around with the donation container..donated to kyan's container RM50,nick's RM10 and orange RM10 too..
went and take the-so-called-neoprint with nick and kyan..cost RM100..but its okie lar,take it as a donation..and rarely hv diz kinda chance to tk with them..

but its reali vr ugly..they used camera and put it inside the computer and they do it for us...not we do ourselves..sucks!!it turned out vr ugly!!!like a small kid's work oni..haha!!
waited util 2.30 for the launching of YEAH magazine award(i guess) coz nick and kyan wil be there too...
said bye bye to them and went back after tht..saw a quite nice shirt there and i bought it..mum is being unfair..she bought bro a nike bag,and i don hv..haiz!!!
yday received a call from boyfren...
yyy:hey!why didnt answer my call?
me:sry sry...i didnt realise
yyy:im outside ur hse now lar..
me:hurh?!!!
yyy:can come down ar?
me:errr..okei okie..wait ar..
i just tot go down talk to him oni..mane tau he ask me to go out..okie fine,told mum about it and faster rush out..i tot they will just go around my housing area but they brought me to beverly's house..oh gosh!!with my so-ugly-spec and clothes..felt so paiseh..coz i don even noe anyone there except for poh li..
but can get to see him,i shud be hapie :)
9:34 PM