OMFG!!!im so inlove with JAC!!!u noe??JAC!!!JAC LIN WEI MING!!!!!!AHH~~~

6:07 PM
"sorry for long time no cum this forum~ i miss all of you!please support my brother jnk's album, very happy,finally,the album is come out. although i'm haven't join this album, but i hope this album can become top sale.

chinese newyear is coming soon , i wish all of you can make ur dream come true in this year! meifenn, spm is coming , gambateh!!! when my contrat with EMI is over , i will continue my singing life, hope that time i can see all of my supporter again, thanks for all the people have been support me , because of this i never give up to become artist."

tht wee wrote diz in the forum and diz in the chatbox..

"28 Jan 08, 13:28wee: thank you meifenn ,yingxin,and all the people still support me 28 Jan 08,
13:27wee: although dis forum become lonely, but i swear oneday i will make it famous. because i will back to entertainment line and become better than now! "

swt~~gambateh in my spm~~still long lar!!!he think further than me manN~~swt swt swt..but still happy tht he still rmb im in form 5~hehehe!!!!!wulalala~~

6:22 PM
pss3 i prefer the most is JAC!!hahahah!!!

and his chinese name is WEI MING...

diz rox got diz idea....(wee)hanWEi and (jack)chaoMING..pss2 i like wee and jack..so she said it is the combination of both of their names..gosh!!!

so "YOU YUAN FEN" ar!!hahahah!!!

1:31 PM

and diz pciture..

the pink ladies we used to be to support our idol las time..we used to be close last time...but not now~~everything CHANGED!!!

11:47 PM
when i wanna run for my house,teacher don allow..when i don wana run,ppl asked me run..haiz!!teacher don allow me to run coz i didnt go for my sukantara..im lazy!whatever...nicole went for sukatara but ran for 100m oni..he oso don let..his expectation is reali high..

i guessed nicole asked him tht those ppl can run,but didnt go for sukantara,why kenot run..den he said wan them to learn a lesson..wtf?!!asking me to learn lesson?!!i cant learn anymore coz diz is my las yr in SMK CONVENT KLANG!!

i tot of gng for sports day..tot i will be running,i wanna see cheerleading and it is my las yr..but now he spoilt everything..FINE!FINE!!trying to be active in sports back after a year..but he make me no mood for it again..

i tot of buying a new clothes for WEE for cny..hehe!!i asked for his size..he shud noe tht i wana buy for him since i asked him tht..but he asked me "WHY?"..i decided not to reply him coz since he so blur..so just let him to be blur..LOL!!yea yea..he's blur~not the 1st day knowing him..haha!!i tot he will be wearing M..but he said he is L size..whoa!!unbelievable..akakka!! but i still love his blurness~

gng to buy my new year clothes again tmr~~YEAH~~i just love shopping so much!!!waiting for my shopping and clubbing with samantha..hehe!!we planned to do tht after we get our lisence..just cant wait for it..her bday is just 1 week after mine..hehe!!

just hope get to buy new shoes tmr..coz it has been quite long since the las time i bought a shoe..hehe!!i guess i got more slippers more than shoes..

9:59 PM
i was invited to pei san's house on wednesday coz her idol is coming to her house coz she won the contest..hehe!!

yea!she super lucky!!hehe!!


i was so shy coz all are fans club except me..hehe!!

i was so quiet coz i feel weird..but it was still nice!!thx pei san for inviting me

too bad i hv to go back earli coz i not yet finish my chemistry work..i hv to passed up on tuesday..but i didnt finish,so i delayed my work to thursday and i hv to finish it up on time..

today bought few new year clothes..i was hapie buying new clothes~enjoy shopping..sis get to buy a new nike shoes but not me :( whatever~i don reali like shoes..hehe!!!

argh!!so fucking angry with some ppl...asked me to do banner for forum..i done with it..den she ask me to change diz change tht!!so smart..do urself lar!!!i already save it den i hv to do all over again!!do u noe it is very tiring dng all diz?!!!!argh!!!

9:33 PM
today everyone in my class so kan cheong..haha!!!the first period was EST...1 period..got presentation..and oni 1 group finish..so all of us tot we r safe coz we not yet finish preparing for our presentation..

mane tau bio teacher didnt come...and my EST teacher gonna relief for tht periods..gosh!!!and she need us to present..and im in group 3..i not yet find my stuff..so simply think and crap..

when i was presenting,both of my hands were shivering..gosh!!!and she keep asking me question..i just duno why i cant relax when im presenting sumting infront of the class..hrmm..no confident kua..haha!!

i hate presentation the most,i need to memorise and talk infront of the class..and each time im nervous,the way i talk,the way i luk at ppl wil show tht im nervous..haiz!!thts why i dare not play game during events..haha!!

im sked when everyone is luking at me..hehe!!but when im in std1-3..i like to take part in all these...until when i changed to another new skul,i didnt take part anymore..and i got no confidence in myself anymore..

i envy those ppl tht can talk very well for their presentation..i can make noise in the class,i can shout in the class,i can make annoucement in class..but i just cant do presentation well!!duno why!duno why!!

8:10 PM

10:35 PM
what callie told me just now make me more no mood to NFC!!!fuck lar!!!

they said who didnt go for the gathering yday,cant get VVIP for nicholas teo first concert?!!!wtf?!!!

we,the old fans already waited for his concert for like so damn long...and diz is his first concert,but we cant even get the VVIP!!!

those who just joined NFC and just like him coz of wei xiao pasta..and just active for diz yr..and they can get!!!do u think diz is fair?!!!

that's why i prefer the old NFC than NOW!!!!!BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS SO DAMN FUCKING UNFAIR!!!!

we had so much freedom las time..we had so much fun las time!!!but now.....fine fine!!!

i still support him coz of HIM!!!if not....i oso wont support him d!!!and i so patient just because of him!!!

everything is so different right now!!!!UNFAIR!!!!!

i still prefer the old fans MORE!!!!

8:30 PM
well,i was absent to skul AGAIN!!hehehe!!!diz was my 4th time absent to school for diz month..waiting for my warning letter..hahahah!!

i wanted to go today..tot of running for my las yr..but i already dark enuf..so its better for me not to go..haha!i sked i will be very very dark..haha!!

woke up and sis said wana go to sg wang..so i followed her and the first thing i tot of is RACHEL!!haha!!so asked her out since she worked so near there..we had our lunch in madam wong..

met the screamer there..she was the waiter there..gosh!!the world is so small..and she keep telling me tht she went and find for JNK yday..where they eat diz and tht..i straight away luk at her 1 kind..coz she's reali crazy..who oso crazy..swt!!!don need to tell me all diz..coz i wont be jealous..and i wont be so thick skin to go and find them eat..gosh!!!PLEASE!!

and she even told me nick eat vr polite..owh plz~~why wana tel me about nick..i don even care to know about him..coz the one i like is jack and not nick..please!!!and he eat polite mayb he saw you guys there..so hv to act polite infront of fans...haha!!he don even wana choose u up for game yday..so PLEASE!!behave yourself..

i just kept "owh owh owh" infront of her..haha!coz im totally not interested in what she's trying to tell me..haha!!

okie..after eating,we went down for a walk and take pic..haha!!



6:14 PM
okie..every weekends i will have some activities..yday went to times square for some EMI meeting..hahah!!with zheng guo hui's PA..

talked talked talked abotu some stuff..den met up with teng and friends in baskin robbins..ate ice cream again and went to some bookshops to read at the books..hrmm..im hardworking i noe..i read about photoshop..hahahha!!!

today went to seremban for JNK promo tour..hehe!!sat 3 hrs train..but quite okie..coz the 2 hrs was talking to ivy..the time passes quite fast..and another 1 hr i spent my time playing with my mp4 game..hahahha!!!

reach there quite earli,ate mcd AGAIN!!hahah!!!

den went over the stage there..saw them in the van,waited for them..they were kinda surprise seeing us..hahaha!!



i gave a group of girls with JNK another banners...and they luk at me 1 kind..err..fine!!but they spoilt my nick's banner..kns!!

they started around 6.15pm..not many ppl there..and kinda quiet..may asked us to shout for them..oni the screamer is shouting there..hahahah!!met jia huey there too..




11:22 PM
i was absent to school today AGAIN!!AGAIN!!!hahaha!!i abesent for twice for the first month of school..hrmm..it's better than las year,every week absent for once or twice..hehe!!

i told my mum i don wana go coz got cross country today..but actually cross country is tomoro..i stil don wana go for cross country,i heard from my fren it is very very far compare to las yr..and i don wana be dark..so it is better for me to stay at home..

im gng for skul sukantara nxt monday..SURPRISE?!!?!hrmm..for some ppl,they are surprise..but some not surprise..haha!!!well,i went for it when im in form1,2,3..but when im in form 4..im tooo into superstar d..everything lazy lazy lazy and i had grown up d..sked i will be dark..coz everytime i come back from all diz kinda event,i will be very dark..but diz yr,i wana get marks for my house again!hehe!!and i wana run again..i wana jump for the long jump...but sry,not high jump..haha!

yday after skul took bus for tuition and den walk til wana die d..and it is UNDER THE SUN!!aww!!my skin is burning and i just sacrifice it for my tuition..and the class is so damn high up..walked til wana die too..but ended up they said the class is canceled!!damn swt ler!!!

so sally,suzanne and me went to LE PARK to hv our lunch..hehe!tht sally just wana spend rm3..and she don wana order drinks but she's eating a hot spicy mee hoon ker..her mineral water just left abit..aiks!!don understand her..hahahah!!!

den sis came earlier..around 2+ to fetch me..fetch suzanne back home too..hehe!!

im having sore throat right now..im trying my best to drink alot of water coz everytime a small matter,sore throat will bring it to cough and den i will hav fever..and den ended up lying on the bed for whole day..haha!tht is wut i used to do when im sick..coz when im sick,i reali cant move...hrmm..thts serious..thts why i don wana sick,i cant go out diz weekend!!hopefully i can recover..actually i love sick too..no nit to go to skuL!!!LALALA~~

11:54 AM
damn!!im so stress because ppl around me keep telling me they are stress!!

when i go to school..so many people mood not very good coz they are stress!!!stress for sports day,stree for spm,stress they cant cope in their studies..stres diz stress tht..aHH!!!i feel so frustrated listening them saying this!!

make me no mood also!!!

and when i came back home,i wish to have a good rest..but sis asked me to do diz..do tht!!

when mum is back home,she said i didnt do anything..very relax diz and tht!!okie..i just kept quiet coz i damn fucking no mood to explain everything and just wasting my saliva and energy!!she nvr see me dng thing and she thought my sis did all tht..PUH LEAZ!!!!!!!

and my mum keep telling me she's STRESS too and headache!!!aHHH!!!i gonna be mad soon!!very SOON!!she will nag everyday!!and nag the same thing all over again!!i just cant stand with it!!okie..i hv a good mother,i shud appreciate..but just understand tht im tired with my skul too!!

okie..everytime i will think im living in a good life..i hv everything i want..but sometimes life will be upside down..i just have to think positively!!and nothing's perfect!!i just hope weekends will come faster~~i just will feel relax during weekends..

i tot of start studying,but i still cant!!i don even have the enough time...back from skul,either sleep(rest) or tuitions..tuitions will be noon and night..i don even have my time to rest neither time for me to study!!

and my est presentation gonna be on nxt tues..it is so fas!!everything just so pack on JANUARY!!a stressing month and a stressing year for us!!hope everything will just go fine and smooth after this..

waiting for chinese new year..actually im not looking forward for it and im not excited for it too!!im just looking forward for holidays!!!a time for me to rest...and maybe complete everything that i hv to do now..and clean up the house as fas as possible!!

and sis gonna fly to aus after chinese new year...hrmm..mayb will lose some1 for me to share my feelings with..

btw,i just wana say IM TIRED IM TIRED IM TIRED!!i need a break!!

11:01 PM
today is the princess first time meet up without our idol around..hahahha!!!jiayi was the earliest..hehe!she vr punctual..den followed up by chyeli,me,callie and the las person is paulene..hehehe!!!we asked her to treat coz she was the las person to reach..hehe!just jk..don worry~

we had mcd for our lunch..hehe!they r bored with mcd d..but i still love it..i drank and ate mc flurry oni..coz i hv eaten before i went there...
talked talked talked and gossip gossip gossip bout some ppl...actually not gossip..we r just complaining..haha!!paulene and callie were jsut listening there.hehe!they can be a good listener..haha!

and den..photo session time~hehe!!



3:55 PM
finally i get to take a pic of kido's mcdonald's billboard..haha!everytime i saw it,didnt hv the chance to take a pic..but i asked my mum to stop and i went down to take..silly rite!haha!!


1:33 AM
okie...i decided to edit the post...i posted some very hurting post before tht....im being so kind to edit it..hahahh!!!!

i just wana thx my friends who had been so supportive beside me whenever i need you guys..

first and foremost...thx to JANJAN...

thx janjan for keeping me update with it....and bloggin bout it in her blog..

thx chuiman and yunn teng for blogging it in their own blog too...

thx teng for calling me yday..heheheh!!!

thx ivy for comforting me by a SMS...

and thx to those who left msgs in the cbox....thx so much!!!!

if u ask me to forget about it,yea!!i can...but just stop your silly work..and i can be a normal fren back..coz u r the 1 who make me so damn fucking bu suang!!!

i still can be luffing and joking around with u,if u stop your silly work..

i can help you in anything,if u stop your silly work..

conclusion...just stop your silly and childish act if u don want your life to be miserable...

yeah~take my word for it.."i can be a good fren but a bad enemy"

10:58 AM
hehehe!!im here to complain again...

i heard from janjan again...okie...she don like ppl "li yong" her..please think before u talk..u "li yong" me OR I "li yong" you?!!!

and just a simple question..u got wut benefit for me to "li yong" YOU?!!!if u can answer me diz...den mayb i can think of "li yong" u lar...but U DON EVEN HAVE AND YOU DARE TO SAY PPL LI YONG YOU??!!!WTF?!!!!

and i think u r the 1 who "li yong" me!!!!!who gave u his msn??who gave you so many superstars msn???who gave u his num???who let u to hv chance to take a picture with henley and wee??!!!!who introduced you with forums and all those???!!!!U SAY!!U SAY!!!AND YOU DARE TO SAY DIZ!!!WTF?!!!!U R JUST EMBARASSING YOURSELF INFRONT OF SO MANY PPL!!!!!!SO BETTER STOP YOUR FUCKING STUPID ACT!!!!

yeah~~my blog gonna be like las time fion's blog....heheheh!!!

10:47 AM
thx janjan for telling me diz..

some stupid and wu liao+childish ppl keep wrote bad about me in other ppl's forum..KNN!!!nvr die before ar!!

better think of urself first before saying other ppl k!!!!!!!

i chase them coz i wana noe them!!!YOUR ASS LAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!i already noe them before tht...chase them jsut to noe them,thats YOU K!!!tak tahu malu kind of gaL!!!!!!see urself in the mirror before saying other ppl!!!!!!

and stop being so childish and think wut to say 1st...and whatever i said..is the truth!!!!!!!! if u r telling me the truth why not u tel me?!!!

and im being so honest to tell u tht i hate u!!!!coz wuteva i say is the truth..and im not sked of anything!!!

and u dare to call urself as SUPERFANS??OR LOYAL FANS?!!!UR ASS AGAIN!!!

u started to crazy over them after they came to our skul??!!!!loyal~~kononnye~~plz think before u talk

i cant called myself as a loyal fans too....coz im loyal to wee more...but at least im more loyal to u and more SUPER than u!!!!

so stop being so childish and plz GROW UP!!!!!!!!

and PLEASE THANK ME FOR GIVING YOU ALL THE INFORMATION ABOUT THEM BEFORE YOU GET TO BE SO UPDATED ABOUT IT!!!!!

12:20 AM
i didnt go to skul diz morning...WHY??!!2nd week already ponteng..

not i wana ponteng..i wana go to skul 1..coz the subjects today all are nice..can spend my time talking..

but...i put my alarm at 6am..i woke up and told myself to sleep for another 5 minutes only...until the aunty tht fetch me to skul waiting outside my house d and she called my phone.. i told her i totally forgotten about it d..

woke up and told my mum about it...and she said AGAIN?!!!hahah!!coz tht day i did the same thing too for my undang test..aiks!i dowan oso ma..

went back to my bed and wana sleep...but i still feel like gng to skul and i asked my mum to fetch me..i find for my uniform..but i cant find for the white shirt inside...coz not yet iron..aiks!!no time to iron d..so just go back to the bed and sleep...

i already tried not to ponteng so many days for diz yr...but 2nd week already absent..aiks!!!paiseh paiseh..

yday tht fucker smsed my fren and ask my fren to tel me to take care of wee's forum..hrmm..i duno wut he gonna do again...if it happens again..i not gonna open a new forum..and im tired of dng all diz d..

had a good and nice chat with jack again yday..i duno why everytime i got lots things to chat with him..he can joke with u and u will everytime feel tht "zhar dao" feeling when chatting with him..hahah!!!

12:09 PM
Eric Siew * says:
TIS SAT I AM GOING TO SUPPORT ORANGE. IF I SEE U THERE THEN U WILL KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN LO. SO BETTR DON GO. TELL IVY AND VIRZY AS WELL LO
Eric Siew * says:
fuck
Eric Siew * just sent you a nudge.
Eric Siew * says:
cibai\

diz idiot fucker tht hacked my acc in wee's old forum send diz to me!!!!

owh~~im so excited to see HOW UGLY HE IS!!!!!

he ask me not to go..i feel like gng to there MORE!!!!!

if he wana do anything to us....wut for we wana sked!!!still got so many ppl to help us there!!!!!!he thinks he's wut?!!!!HUMAN ALSO WUT!!!!!

CIBAI???!!owh~~i noe i got it..don jealous~~!!!!u don hv it!!!

10:00 PM



7:07 PM
actually i hv to reach my driving centre before 8am..i put my alarm at 6.45am and i off if and slept back until 8am my mum only rmb i having my undang test and she shouted form downstairs..and wake me up..

i was like "owh!shit owh!shit!!it's 8am!!and i gonna reach before 8am!"and called up to the centre and told them im gng there by myself and the place to take the test is jsut behind my hse..i reach around 8.45am..

waitede until 12.30pm oni get to take the test..did it for 14 mins..and my computer is num 14..hahah!!and i passed for it!!!!!i got 44/50..hehe!not bad..i was so stress and tension tht i will fail coz my mum keep asking me not to fail..LOL!!

den came back..talked to kido..den he said he wil be gng to klang parade..and i will be gng too for henley..

reached there around 2.15pm..the event starting at 3pm..but nobody there yet..so took pic with henley with the help of julio..
so coincidence 3 of us wore yellow shirt!!and the funniest part is teng and me wore yellow..and i wore a brown pants and she wore a brown skirt..LOL!!everybody tot we pakat..

another pic with wee is in teng's cam..hehehe!!!!oh yeah~~cant wait for tonite~~WEE~~

wee touched my hair again before gng back home and said bye bye~~hahahh!!!!

7:22 PM
im still in holiday mood!!i don wana wake up early in the morning!!i don wana go to skul!!haiz!!

okie..well,today was the first day of school for year 2008..hrmm..thts fast..and another blink of eyes..i gonna finish my spm..

spm is so so so soon~~but im still in holiday mood!i just cant help with my laziness...

today i was kinda excited gng to skul...i love gng for the 1st day of skul coz not gonna study..my class still the same..stil in the las yr's class..i sat the las row..hehe!!

listened to those long long speeches from so many teachers..and finally get back into class..talked talked talked..den went over to find mingke and others in another class..den talked talked talked again..

and i slept when tht old man was crapping infront..i don even noe wut the heck he mumbling bout!!!

woke up and talked talked talked again..smsed teng coz i was too bored..but no reply from her..coz she didnt bring her phone to skul..

went to physics lab..and took my free textbooks~~hehehe!!

tht was my first day of skuling~~damn boring!!!but i still MISS JACK JACK~~akakkak!!!!!keep telling frenz tht i missed him..LOL!!

okie..gonna off now..wana study my undang for diz sat test..coz tmr got no time to study..tuition in afternoon and nite..and hope JACK will on9 tonite..heheh!!

9:08 PM
i got a good news yday night..and it was a las minute decision..heheh!!thx to him and her for helping me on it!!heheheh!!!



i get to go to their press conference..woke up 7.30 in the morning and i didnt go to skul to get my books coz i need to reach there at 11am...around 10.15am met teng and janjan in kl sentral..heheh!!brought teng there coz of henley..brought janjan there coz of nick..heheh!!!





8:18 PM
actually i tot of dng a new blogskin for my blog..coz it luks kinda boring d..

but half way dng,i heard some fucking news tht make me so pissedd off!!!

im gonna do a BOH SONG kinda face to her in skul when i see her!!argh!!!diz thing reali make me so PISSED!!!

den i stopped dng my blogskin d..coz NO MOOD AR!!

And another thing,i reali reali very upset..haiz!!!i reali reali dislike artist treat us like a toy!!!A TOY!!!haiz......wuteva..u guys wont understand..

i nvr tot of gng so crazy over JNK...i tot just to feel up my boredom at home during holidays since wee already not in entertainment line..

but now...yea~im too over d!!haiz!!i jsut cant take everything easily anymore!!i don like ppl taking over my position..but i have to too..coz im having SPM!!SPM leads to my future..and it is very important!!

4:18 PM
actually i don planned to go for countdown if i got no vip seating..but miracles happened!!hahah!!teng got the vip seating and we went..

i reach around 2.45pm..yu heng having rehearsal tht time..waited waited waited for them..and ended up having my lunch with christine in delifrance..actually both of us forgotten to pay the bills and we just walked out..and sudd i rmb and went back to pay..hahah!!well,im an honest gal..hehe!!blanja christine too..coz she said she left rm3 oni..hehe!im a good fren..LOL!!



12:50 PM