earli in the morning went out to kl to visit my niece actually..coz is her full moon..

den around 3+ went over to sg wang..gosh!so jam and all the roads are block..so hv to park in times square and walk over to sg wang..

went to delifrance for a drink..

while drinking sudd jojo pointed behind me and i looked back..gosh!!JNK were walking in..said hi and den they walked to stage there and im so stupid for not taking pics with them when they were walking in!!argh!!!

just managed to get a pic with kyan..jack was on the phone,so don wana disturb him..den went and took with nick..and guess wut?!!!argh!!!so angry...i didnt even press the button for taking pic with him!!!IM SO BLUR!!!!wuts happening to me!!!


waited for them until 8pm and they finally came out singing zou young pai

guess wut?!!argh!!i saw tht idiot wee fans!!!omg!!!i support wee..she oso support wee..i support JNK,she oso support JNK!!why everything is so coincidence??!!!

they dressed up like the cosplay competition costume too!!hehehhe!!!i love jack's joke!!IM LOVING IT!!



12:10 AM
bought 2 magazines las 2 days!!!heheheh!!im so hapie tht DA MOUTH in the cover!!hehehehe!!!
and i find MC40 very very very super duper cute in epop magazine..heheh!!i just love his smile so much!!so adorable!!!


a closer look for it..heheheh!!CUTE RITE??!!!!


5:11 PM
I SAW SOMETHING TODAY!!!HAHAHHA!!!I JUST CANT BELIEVE WHEN I SAW THIS...SO I QUICKLY PRINT SCREEN IT!!!HAHAHHA!!!

a JACK has been unplugged??

whoa!!thts just coincidence..but wuts tht JACK referring to??hahahha!!

1:24 PM



7:29 PM
hrmm..top24 audition for pss3 result just came out yday..congrats to those in top24!!

i heard lots comments from ppl tht went yday...including diz yr,pss2 superstar contestant too

they said it seems like more to a beauty pageant competition..

those with good voice cant get in..but those leng zai and leng lui get in..

just bcoz of wut?!!!!they want MONEY!!haiz....as a judge,u shud be fair to choose a right person to get into top24!haiz!!disappointed

nvm..at least got leng zai for me to c..heheh!!but i cant go crazy over them..SPM!!SPM!!SPM!!i hv to remind myself everytime when i wana go crazy over it!!

heard oni a fei zai in pss3 top24 hav a good voice..hrmm....WEE STILL THE BEST :)

my fren,jing huan get into top100..i heard she sang well..she danced well..but cant get into top24!!wth?!!!!haiz!!

christine,another fren of mine....i heard she did not vr good in top300 audition..if she gets into top 100 sure will get into top24..coz she vr PRETTY!!thts my 1st impression towards her..when i saw her i kept telling her she's pretty..lol!!

6:01 PM
ALL THE FUCKING IDIOTIC GIRLS OUTSIDE THERE!!!!CAN YOU JUST STOP WASTING YOUR TIME CREATING SO MANY USELESS FORUMS FOR PPL?!!!?!!!

DON CREATE A FORUM JUST FOR FUN OR JUST FOR PPL TO KNOW YOU OR JUST TO BE AN ADMIN!!!!!!!!!!!

MY FREN WAS THE PERSON WHO CREATED NICK'S FORUM!!!!I UNDERSTAND WUT HER FEELING IF ANOTHER PERSON CREATE A NEW FORUM!!!

I KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!!JUST STOP YOU FUCKING SILLY ATTITUDE!!!PLEASE GROWN UP!!!DON BE SO CHILDISH ANYMORE!!!!!!!

STOP CREATING FORUMS FOR JNK ANYMORE!!THEY HAVE THEIR OWN FORUM AND JUST PLEASE STICK ON THE ORIGINAL FORUM!!!!!STOP CREATING!!!OR ELSE I WILL REALI REALI HATE YOU!!!

11:20 AM
haiz..if u don mean it,den u better don tel me!!

if u just treat me as a normal fren..don tel me tht im ur good fren..im a person who will trust a person very easily..so better think before u talk!!

im also a person who will get hurt very easily!!so please please please!!i dowan to cry just bcoz of diz small matter!!im not a tough person..although mayb i luk like one..

and im reali hapie tht u still rmb to wish me merry christmas!!!and i reali surprise to c ur msg..hehe!but u make me more upset by sending tht msg coz im so lonely during my christmas..

today,u called me..and talked half way,i guessed u saw ur frenz and u shouted to ur frenz without realising im stil on the phone and u just hang up...at least u tel me tht u r busy!it is much better than closing up the phone..i reali hurt tht time..as a fren u shouldn't do tht..

if u reali need to hang up the phone,at least just sms letting me noe or u can just cal back..but i get nothing from u!!is diz called as GOOD FREN?!!!!?!

i did treat u as my good fren..but u nvr treat me back although u said im ur good fren..and i never say tht to u...

and reali thx for helping me sometimes..i hope tht u wont lie to me too!!thx!!

11:46 PM



11:18 PM
i reali surprise when mingke told me tht she met a nicholas fans and the gal noe who m i!!and i nvr tot she wil say JIAYI!!i was wondering why tht gal noe me 1..coz im not active in NFC anymore...but mane tau is JIAYI..hahah!!!old fans~~


she told me tht her dad noe jiayi's dad..and jiayi went to her house..hrmm..i reali nvr tot diz world is so super damn small!!

and she even told me tht they keep talking bout me..hahah!and i noe WEE sure wil be one of the topic..yea!!its true!!hehehe!!they even talked bout my good things~~hehehe!!paiseh paiseh~

mingke asked me whether jiayi loves shopping very much is it..hahah!!and i told her i dunno..i just noe tht she loves shoes..coz she blogged bout it before..nvr go for a shopping with jiayi before oso..hrmmm!!!jiayi!!u better read diz..haha!!



12:32 PM
my mum nowadays reali reali got prob!!!!okie..the first is..las week all of us wanted to go to my grandma's hse for dinner but she don wan!!keep giving lots lots of excuses!!the house very far..20km diz and tht...den my sis and bro said they go to pj and subang oso less than tht..and my grandma hse is just meru..same area as me..she reali got prob!!!!argh!!!

and another thing is,yday her fren asked me to burn pictures into a cd..okei lar..i hv done it for her..and my diz crazy mum MERAJUK!!walaoeh!!diz kind of mum..*speechless*

she said i do for other ppl vr fas..but do for her vr slow..CRAZY!!!she didnt even ask me to do tht!!!and she just ask my bro to put in pendrive for her and not cd..she reali got prob!!!

and today worse!!!!im alone at home,coz everyone having christmas party..and i gonna celebrate christmas alone..wtf?!!!so i asked shir to go to starbucks to yum cha with me..

and guessed wut she said?!!!she asked me to take care of the house!!wtf?!!!!u guys can enjoy and i hv to be alone at home just to take care of the house??!!!!!!?!!

my sis said she MENOPAUSE already!!coz nowadays she reali got prob!!!

7:42 PM
today went and see da chui ba(DA MOUTH) in zouk club...got vip tix from wei li..thx yea!!hehe!!and met yumi and shella there too..

owh~~i love MC 40!!!he so cute!!cute cute cute!!!heheheh!!



8:27 PM
dad fetch me to bukit jalil around 11.30 and he dropped me opposite the stadium so i hv to cross the road and on the way crossing the road,kyan was driving the car,jack was eating and nick luking at the mirror..hahahha!!!they wanted to u-turn the car..i went and knock their car..hahahah!!

7:30 PM
diz is wut he wrote in the chinese forum yday
对不起！！因为最近都没什么上网！哈哈哈～都快变成荒山野人了！！不过我依然知道有你们一直在支持我！

and diz is wut he wrote in the forum i did for him
very touched~~~,zui jin,i think my singing skills got improve ,ireally hope can sing again on the stage.

yorr!i reali bu suang...nvr seen him "HAHAHA" in the forum i did for him..but in chinese forum!!KNS!!!and he can owaz talk joke in the chinese forum..and so serious in english forum!!kns!!!i hate him!!i hate hiM!!!

i noe he wont read diz oso!!so he wont noe wut m i thinking..and i noe i shud not tel him wut i felt..coz it's kinda childish..okie!!den forget bout it~

11:53 PM
finally i got my photoshop back!!hehehe!!im hapie..but tired of editing those pics..

today went to the store to buy the cd..yea!!tht shopping complex famous for "MALAYS"..i will be bit racist in diz post..i don wan too..but they forced me to do tht..coz of their f*cking attitude make me cant stand them!!!

today is a public holiday..and i don even noe THE STORE will hav so many MALAYS..yea..lots MALAYS..but i duno wil hav so many like sg wang!!!gosh!!

the cd shop located at the higest floor..so we hav to take escalator to go up..and i don think the store wil hav a lift oso...

the higher u go to,the more MALAYS are there!!!and can u imagine those ugly and "la yeng" MALAYS infront and at the back of u?!!!OMG!!tht time i was feeling so sked and my sis and bro walked so damn slow and i was bhind them..i cant even go infront of them coz TOO MANY PPL!!!if anything happens to me,they don even noe!!!

and the highest floor is like so crowded and stuffy...and those fu*king malays smoking..OMG!!!!!!!can u guys imagine how the place is?!!!!i cant even breathe!!coz i stil wana alive..i don wana breathe in so much cigarette smoke!!!!

and 1 fu*king malay was facing infront..den my bro was walking..den he turned and he accidentally poured his drink on my bro..and he dare to scold my bro!!!!damn idiot lor!!ish!!my bro don care and just walk..and his 2 SMALL eyes keep luking at my bro..i just feel like kicking him maNN!!!but don wana create so much problem..coz all the MALAYS are there!!!

so bought the cd and went down again..and hav to passed by those fu*king malays!!!!!!and tht place is so damn SUPER CHEAP!!!!!!

the crowd is even worst than sg wang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!but full of malays!!!!!!!!and they dressed up even worst than a LALA too!!!and they think they r cool smoking there...and those MALAY LADIES are blind!!reali super BLIND to choose an ugly,cheap and uneducated MALAY GUYS!!

6:31 PM
nxt morning mum fetch janjan and me to times square..coz she worried bout the mogok thingy in kl..

reach there den saw calvin and asked them to chop a place for us coz we wana buy some stuff for jack and kyan..

went around to search for the thing we wanted to buy,but don hv..so ended up buying other stuff for them..mum bought a box of chocolate for them..

when i came bak,the fu*king stupid idiotic NTV7 crew don allow me to go in to calvin's place there..and their so stupid to make the stage between the 2 big pillar and i cant even stand bside the stage..im so so so angry and i cried out..yea!!im a person who wil cry vr easily!!!

i hate NTV7!!!!!hate hate hate!!i prefer 8tv!!!!!!!!!ISH!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!

but luckily when they came,im okie d..but still abit moody..





6:06 PM
dad drop me in asia jaya lrt station on saturday morning..went to kelana jaya to wait for janjan but ended up she's late and i hv to reach sg wang at 11am coz kyan and jack gonna perform there..

i reach there around 11+ and i sked im late so went down in imbi's station and walk over to lowyat..i don even noe where is lowyat..LOL!!den passed the cake over to them den rush to sg wang..fOOH~~

and my fren told me it wil start at 12pm..haiz!!!if i noe earlier,den i wont rush..haiz!and can wait for janjan


den walk over to sg wang for the party...nobody syok sendiri there..and im the oni person who was so noisy over there..LOL!!taking so many syok sendiri pics


5:27 PM
Zhong Zai Wo Shen Pang 总在我身旁
wo cong bu xiang xin zi ji
ye wu fa mian dui xian shi
dang sheng ming shi qu le guang
wo jiu shi qu le fang xiang

qian lu yi ran hen mo hu
yao zheng tuo xu duo su fu
ni rang wo yi kao rang wo jian qiang
ni shou hu zai wo shen pang

mei dang wo xu yao yi kao ni
ni yi ding hui zai zhe li
you ni de di fang jiu you yang guang
ni zhong hui zai wo shen pang

dang wo hai bu gou jian qiang (hai bu gou jian qiang)
tui fan ming yun de wei qiang
ni hai shi he wo zai yi qi
gei wo wu xian de yong qi

lu yi ran zou de kun nan
dang wo bian cheng le fu dan
ni yi ran ba wo jin jin la zhe
wo jiu shi zui xing fu de

mei dang wo xu yao yi kao ni
ni yi ding hui zai zhe li (jiu zai zhe li)
you ni de di fang jiu you yang guang
ni zhong hui zai wo shen pang (zhong hui zai wo shen pang)

wo xu yao yi kao ni(yao yi kao ni)
ni jiu zai zhe li
you ni de di fang jiu you yang guang
ni zhong hui zai wo shen pang

YI CHIEN make me so crazy of them right now!!aHH~~i jsut love diz song so so so much!!vr vr vr nice!!!

3:07 PM
*ñïght@Çhäsër* says:
siao po
♥º»±ǿó±í諺♥i hate how much i love you but i just can't let you go says:
diam lar
*ñïght@Çhäsër* says:
damn syok on9 in room
♥º»±ǿó±í諺♥i hate how much i love you but i just can't let you go says:
bising lar!!
i can on9 in a big living room..
*PROUD*

my stupid bro send diz msg to me..kns!!!

coz today my grandparents and aunt shifted..so he officially had his own room and he shifted his laptop and everything inside d..and no nit to share anymore..

so he was showing off to me..coz my mum don allow me to put my computer inside my room..she said she wana use oso..stupid reason..she can even come to my room and use it

btw,please be patient..i wil upload my blog with more pictures from events soon..coz i don hv photoshop right now and my bro already promised to buy the cd for me tmr..yeah~~

10:32 PM
i changed the position of the bed today..and i just duno why everybody keep scolding me just because i shift everything to my room..except for my dad..haiz!!!

it is my room..i wana do whatever i like,and why they just don allow?!??!!!haiz!!

FENG SHUI~FENG SHUI~FENG SHUI~keep on FENG SHUI~

tot my mum wil respect me..but when she came back keep scolding scolding scolding..and asked why i so rush diz and tht..okie..1st i did tht coz fren is coming my hse to stay..and i wana do it as neat as i can..2nd my grandma every morning keep asking me to tidy up my stuff..

and when my mum ask why i so rush..so i said my grandma asked to..and diz idiotic grandma keep pushing the problem to me,keep giving so many excuses and keep saying i do tht just bcoz of my fren..wtf?!?!!!she already keep asking me to do diz since las mth i guess..haiz!!so angry with them ar!!!argh!!!

my grandparents gonna shift on sunday..so i asked them to shift on saturday,just different for a day..and she keep saying i halau-ing them..wtf?!?!?!?!!

just sunday and saturday..and oni a day different but making it like a BIG problem!!!shit them lar!!!!! i don wana argue so much..so i just kept myself quiet and blog here..

now im worrying about orange's bday cake..haiz...already argued with my mum..i duno who gonna fetch me to buy the cake for sat..haiz!!!and tmr im having tuition for the whole day..hoepfully dad can fetch me to buy...if he's still at home..

7:27 PM
reali so hate my aunty when they talked about diz!!KNN!!

okie..it started with my aunt and sis went duno where..saujana i guess..

and they came bak and keep showing off to my bro..and my bro said he oni go to duno wut place..near sri hartamas.

so i asked where is sri hartamas..and my aunt started saying..of coz i duno about it..i every noe how to wee wee wee oni..

noe where is jusco klang,jusco bukit tinggi,sg wang,selayang mall all those oni..duno others!!

den she said i noe where is pj hilton anot..i said i noe!!and she said wee oso got no chance to perform there diz and tht..i reali hate when they said all diz..i noe they r just joking with me..but diz is counted as a sensitive issue for me!!KNS!!!

i jsut don like when ppl talk bad about wee or the artist tht i chased, i will get angry very easily!!haiz!!and wut i can do is just to shut up my mouth and continue chatting with my friends..reali reali so bu suang!!

i enjoyed myself during all the events..den can d lar!!wuts wrong with all those "HIGH" class place!!u live ur life to the fullest den enuf d lar!!no nit to compare with others..

u love living ur life like tht it is ur choice..but chasing artist make me hapie is my choice!!diff ppl hav diff interest k!!!!!

luckily my family all are supportive enuf!!and lucky she's not my mum or whatever..jsut my aunty and gonna shift soon~~and nobody gonna control my life..and i go for events,my mum no need to worry about anything anymore and no need to giv explanation to them anymore..

coz of my troublesome grandmother..we hv to explain so much..ish!!!and they forever look down at me although my results are much much much better than so many other ppl and my cousin who knows how to bf bf bf and keep on changing bf everytime..and take bf as a game oni..haiz!!!

i feel much more relieved after writing diz~~~

and i noe nobody gonna read diz..coz diz topic is not interesting at all!!it is just a space for me to blurt out everythign!!!

11:11 PM



2:34 PM


1:55 PM
yday was one of the most fun day i ever had..hehe!!luckily carmen accompany me there..or else,i gonna sit bus to there..haiz!!so we reach subang and waited for teng..and den we went there together..and had our dinner in kl sentral..MCDONALD again!!hahahha!!


den went over to sg wang..hehehe!!met up wit all the frenz..and we were so damn HIGH!!tht jojo and calvin cant stop teasing me..keep saying i siao ca bo..and not "si man"..adui!! just bcoz i duno cantonese




11:32 AM
♥º»±ǿó±í諺♥i hate how much i love you but i just can't let you go says:
i skip my nite tuition just for KYAN ler!!hahaha
kyan :'once friend,friend forever!' but some friend only can forever in our heart. says:
not for JACK JACK meh ?
kyan :'once friend,friend forever!' but some friend only can forever in our heart. says:
haha
♥º»±ǿó±í諺♥i hate how much i love you but i just can't let you go says:
JACK JACK??!?!?!
♥º»±ǿó±í諺♥i hate how much i love you but i just can't let you go says:
noler..for kyan kyan~~hahaha!!
kyan :'once friend,friend forever!' but some friend only can forever in our heart. says:
jia jia


OMG!!i still wondering how he noe i cal jack as JACK JACK or he just simply say oni..aiks~~
paiseh paiseh~~

5:26 PM
i just realised tht this world,there are many many kind of ppl..and we cant explore all of them until the end of our life..

there are too many kind of ppl..uncountable!!some treat you very good but they want benefit back..some treat you good but they r talking bad bhind you..some treat you good coz they are good person..and lots lots lots more..

some even use you to get something back..and we dunno..and those person who being used are called stupids?!?hrmm..yea..i noe i let lots ppl used before..but we just cant turn back the time..and it already happened..so,just hav to luk infront for ur future and be smarter nxt time..

i easily trust ppl,coz i nvr thought that are so so so many kind of ppl in diz world..and i tot all my friends or all the people i noe are good..and wont betray me or use me..but wut i think is wrong..TOTALLY WRONG!!so im trying to be a stronger person and think positively everytime..and i hope i wont trust anyone so easily anymore especially guys..

i already got experience for it..so i reali reali hope tht it wont happen again in my life..and i reali feel regret for trusting a person so easily..regret?but got no use......as if i can turn back the time and do whatever is correct..

life is liddat..we cant be happy all the time and we wont be sad for all the time too..there are up side down in our life..so do whatever u feel hapie coz u wont noe wut wil happen in the future..

suddenly i feel like deleting pictures of me with superstar or other artist..coz bcoz of putting diz few pics,there are so many people asking me stupid questions and even ask me to do some impossible thingy..haiz!!

but i still feel berat hati to delete it...coz all those are memories~~the more ppl ask u to do favour,the more stress you are..haiz!!

anyway,who wana accompany me go watch enchanted??since *sum1* and so many others keep saying it is very nice..hrmm..i wana watch with tht *sum1* but he already watched..so no use lar~and i think i better don think so much..don expect so much from ppl..

so whatever ppl do,we are not easily to know whether it is a right thing o wrong thing..so just hav to be strong to walk over and complete diz life which full of challenges!!

12:10 AM
oh yeah~finally my dreams come true..
lz to blog right now..jsut c the pics
in jusco,bukit tinggi


9:57 PM
went to good samarintan home earli in the morning..yeah~i stil can rmb some of their faces..and they r sooo damn cute!!hehehhe!!!

ISH!!!ELAINE AR!!!!!MY JACK JACK!!!hahaha!!

6:56 PM
yeah~im so proud of myself..finally i had finished my undang for 5 hrs..akakk!!





yvonne and me were the first to go out from the class..and when we first stepped out from the class,we felt very relieved..the feeling was like "thx god!!finally"hahaha!!coz we were suffering for diz 5 hrs..and both of us were very hungry!!coz we didnt eat during the break coz the canteen is too dirty~~hehe!

8:06 PM