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SHE  she's a very stubborn and sensitive girl.easily cry over a small thing and when she's angry.That's just a way to release her anger. she doesnt really know how to make up her mind and always being confused between a few decisions.she doesnt stay permanent on something she chose.she changes her mind easily. she loves laughing around and with her smile on her face most of the time.A happy-go-lucky girl. get very happy and excited very easily too =) but take my word for it,she gets moody very easily too. thats what most of the cancerians do. tagboard links AiPei♥ Alyssa♥ Amy♥ AmyWong♥ Ashlea♥ Asteria World♥ AiVin♥ belinda♥ Benedict♥ Bernlam♥ Beverly♥ BoonYee♥ BrYan♥ callie♥ carmen♥ ChoiYoong♥ ChenAi♥ Chuiman♥ ChyeHong♥ chyeli♥ cynee♥ Doreen♥ Echantsy♥ Elaine♥ ElaineLow♥ EngSeong♥ Evon♥ Evonne♥ Fion♥ Gavin♥ GraceNg♥ HengJin♥ Henley♥ HockMun♥ Irene♥ Irene♥ ♥♥IvanChew♥♥ IvanSee♥ Ivy♥ Jack♥ janjan♥ janice♥ JayMi♥ jesse♥ jiachyi♥ Jiaxin♥ jiayi♥ JianJu♥ Jingyee♥ jingyi♥ joanne thong♥ JoLin♥ Jym♥ Kokyen♥ Kyan♥ Kyan2♥ Laiteng♥ leeyee♥ Leoreis♥ Lihui♥ Lizamaria♥ Matt♥ Melissa♥ MeiLing♥ MichelleSia♥ munyee♥ Munyeng♥ NadeLyn♥ Nick♥ Nushka♥ Orange♥ Orange's forum♥ PangYang♥ Pauline♥ PeiChin♥ peisan♥ pooli♥ pooyee♥ puiyeen♥ Prince Malaysia Fc♥ Randy♥ Rox♥ Sevvy♥ ShuPing♥ ShuPing2♥ Sindee♥ Singwei♥ SockMun♥ Sovhia♥ SoYa♥ Suatyee♥ SuChen♥ Sueeyang♥ Suekiun♥ SuNing♥ Suzanne♥ teng♥ Terence♥ TienXiang♥ Tiffany♥ Tommy♥ TzeWei♥ Vicky♥ Virzy♥ WanRing♥ WEE'S FORUM♥ Xuefen♥ Xuelin♥ YangYang♥ YeanMay♥ YeowSheng♥ YiNing♥ Yokeping♥ yumi♥ Yunchin♥ Yunnteng♥ Zoe♥ Zuwern♥ my days, not yours. May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 |
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
ppl have 2 weeks time but i only have 1 week.. my submission date should be next week and after my submission date i will be going to singapore. I already planned everything and i can go to singapore without any stress,or thinking about my assignment. But out of a sudden my lecturer changed the submission date to next 2 weeks. it is not a bad news and it is a good news instead but not for me. i thought of going to singapore with a relaxing mind and enjoy!but now i have to rush my assignment before going to singapore because i will be back on monday and i wont be having enough time to do it anymore =( im becoming more and more unlucky nowadays. i thought of making my work lesser and do my work earlier,it is not wrong right? but i did wrongly. Not only me but most of us did wrongly because our FKING RETARD lecturer explained the wrong thing to us and all of us did wrongly!!!after all our hard work and time,it is wasted like that. i was so pissed off. But lucky to some people coz they haven even touch it yet. now i have to rush my assignment before going to singapore..sighhHH!!!!making me headache and stress. It is even more stressful than studying for SPM last year!!! bio,physics,chem and other 7 more subjects are not that tough than doing this retard thing and even worse,meeting retard lecturers!! i need to do 11 storyboards. i need to change all the characters into shapes or make it more cartoon-ish and paint all the storyboards..SIGH!!!!anyone can help me??im running out of time =( well,no one i guess.. Saturday, November 21, 2009
 trying to gain tht kinda spirit to blog about all my feelings in blog back again.im praying hard that history wont happen again. I tell myself everyday that it wont happen and i believe it. However,things make me think about what happened in history and i really couldnt handle with it but to burst in tears every nights. Hoping that you are there to comfort me,but i was wrong. Telling me that it wont happen makes me feel confident that you wont do it. well,at the end everything doesnt goes well. keeping quiet hoping that you will reply something or comfort me. Keeping quiet obviously showed that im not in a right track. But you make it even worst by closing the phone without saying anything. And not answering it after that. it totally drains me down ='( i dunno what to do now... Wednesday, November 18, 2009
well,im replying one of my friend's post over here because i couldnt leave any comments in his blog first of all,think what you have done to all of us. We do care about you when we see you emo at the first place. We did what we can do the best already and you showed that kinda place to us which make us feel unappreciated and being ignored just like that. ask youself,do u like that kind of feeling??think of our side too =) when we were all together,crazy together,talk together with laughters all around and out of a sudden you showed us that kinda face again. Do you think we feel good?? We don't feel good too like what you don feel good when we don't care about you. But,in order to make the situation better,without dragging anyone to be moody. We have to continue to be happy. Why make the situation worst? you know what, because of you, you make us thinking of ways to make you be happy back and all those. But you are trying..i mean trying to say we are not good friends in the other way. Have you ever tried thinking about it? Your attitude disappoints us. All you showed to your friends around,i mean most of them are guys with that kinda face? everyone is struggling too. Is that what a friend should do? and i tell you,when you are out to society,and you always show that kinda face,do you think ppl will like it?this is not secondary anymore by the way. You as a guy should understand about it more than me. Everytime when you show that kinda face,you want or you very desperate want ppl to "pujuk" you. But don expect that for like 24 hours and every single day and as a reminder,you are a guy,you should be stronger. You were showing that kinda face for like every single day. If you were me,will you feel grumpy about it?since 1st sem you were like that until now. We had already did our best,and you still showing us that kinda face. You make us feel even useless like that, coz what we have done is nothing. you showed that kinda face when the guys are closer to us,the girls. Friends,we mix around with friends. You get jealous when the girls are closer to guys,isnt this childish?? and moreover,we have our own freedom too. You just think your own perspective of way and nvr think of others and trying to jump to the conclusion just like that. That isnt the way to solve problems by showing that kinda face to everyone. We dont feel good either. You know what,we were really stressed out with you showing that kinda face which ruins everyone's mood.Do you think it is good?try thinking of other ppl's feeling too.and dont be ego. This is not cool at all. you know what,yday i was like.."kinda" arguing with matt..but afterall we were okie. Because we dont keep it in our heart. And if just because of two of us,ruining everyone's mood,do you think it is worth?so think and think. you should also be more independant when you are out here too. moreover you are a guy. You know why we were all scared of you? you showing that kinda face as if you wana kill a person. You answer the person as if you wana have a fight. You think again lar,you always use your friends by showing that kinda face just to show or release your anger,we feel good??we will eventually think that we were only being used to release your anger. Put yourself in our shoe too than asking all to think about you when you are dragging everyone to be the same as you. This is not the way. you think you r like those king that needs EVERYONE to think about you? peggy ran over to matt and KS because we are all friends. Is this wrong talking to other ppl? please larr..this is public and peggy is not just belongs to you. She is friends of everyone. Why are you so jealous about it at the first place when she is not even your gf? we are the one that should ask you WHAT YOU WAN den asking her what she wants. coz she did ntg. and you are the one that like to stick to girls not only matt. All of us already realised it. i wrote this is just for you to realise what is it and what is the truth.There are still alot but words are not enough to describe it. Hope you understand. till then bye =) Saturday, November 14, 2009
 i did not watch the beginning episodes of this show. I didnt have much interest on taiwanese show. I usually turn on to 324 in astro for singaporean show but sometimes im too free while waiting for the time of the show,i will just turn it on first and waste some time watching show on tv.i'm not attracted with the show few times watching it. I just watch a few parts when i don even know the starting and the ending of the show. I eventually started to be addicted to the show from don't know when,without realising. After watching a few episodes,as usual i couldnt wait for the next episode.What is happening next,and all. So i went and watch through online. I just finished watching it las week if im not mistaken. I still can watch it through 324 channel now although i had already watch it through online. I like the storyline. How Lucas sacrificed just to be with her. Everything that he had done are just for Wu Shuang. He even let go his opportunity to study in overseas just for her. AWWW!!everything that he had done are just so sweeeeeeet =) How both of them get together and go through everything. Wu Shuang elder than him 8 years but Lucas thinks better than her and more matured than her. Nice show =) im addicted to one of the soundtrack from that show by fish leong,Qing Ge. NICE SONG!!! Saturday, November 7, 2009
life's getting tougher day by day ='( lots of conflicts are happening day after day..and im getting bored with it...feeling so frustrated sometimes..but i couldnt do anything.. when u are complaining to me all those things,did u actually think all over again that u were the one who did it??im so upset when i got to know all those things...i just kept quiet not to create any problemss(so not me anymore)..but it is piling up day by day and you......all that u hv done..now u r asking us for help..whoaaa!!!!i salute this kinda ppl.. and you..whatever that is out from your mouth is never a good thing..at the beginning im fine with it..i can joke with you i don mind..but when it comes to serious,please be serious..when a person is fking down and need encourages..ur words that are out from your mouth are always and never an encouraging word at all.. Wednesday, November 4, 2009
have been drawing for the past 1 week...exactly a week..staying up late every night to draw in the kitchen coz my table in the room is small to fit an art block with laptop and other stuff..so i decided to do it in the kichen instead..   *sleeping while waiting for their turn to present* so after a week of drawing,we have to present all our 30++ pages of artwork to lecturer today..some of them didnt have enough of time to draw,some of them didnt get to sleep just to finish the drawing last night.. after a week of hard work,ntg is paid off i guess..everyone got it from CHE MAT..although the drawing is oso get it from him..a week of hard work paid off by getting criticized by CHE MAT!! well,the first 3 person go in to the class 1st..so fook was the 1st..ZS the 2nd,koo 4th,me 5th and so on..when it was ZS presenting, koo and i were waiting..che mat went out when fook and ZS were presenting..and he was not there when koo was presenting,i was hoping tht he wil not be there when im presenting..but..BOOOOM!!!he came in out of a sudden when koo was presenting..everything went on smoothly when he was not there..half way koo was presenting he came in and start with his criticism..the previous presentation was liddat too..he came in when it was my turn to present..so i went there..he comment on mine.. "WHY YOUR DESCRIPTION SO SHORT?? " *he was the one who said write any description on every picture..jsut write..just need to hv description on it..fine.. he asked again "THIS IS AN OLD O MODERN STORY?" i answered old..and he started again " OLD WHY YOU DRAW THE HAIR LIKE THAT..IT LOOKS LIKE HIM * pointing at matt when he just came in*"  i drew this,yeaaa..hero from tvxq =) LOL!!well,i didnt learn any figure drawing..and i didnt even learned anything from my drawing class last sem.. i kept quiet again...den HANAFIA,another lecturer said i put effort more on background research(5 marks) than analytical studies(10 marks) which makes me down..the background research i did it for like few hours yday..the analytical studies used up 6 days to draw..sighh =( so everything was okie...den i was keeping my stuff to go out..den che mat saw my design for the PRECEDENT STUDIES cover..i did 2 layers for it and he saw 1 oni..it looks weird with 1 paper..it shud comes with 2 papers..sighh =( and he started again.. "WHAT IS THIS?!?!!BIRTHDAY IS IT?!?!CANTIK MEMANG CANTIK TAPI TAK SESUAI" haizzz...tht was when i wanted to go out d..SUAY!let him see tht.. this time i didnt argue with che mat anymore like previously..maybe tht time it was about me,so theres alot of things for me to say..unlike this..i heard that he was not in the good mood after 1 of the gal(before fook's turn) the gal was not dng well..she drew cartoon for it..and CHE MAT shouted " HOW OLD ARE YOU ALREADY!!WHY ARE YOU DRAWING THIS??" after her,all get it from CHE MAT too...and there was an international student who keep on begging CHE MAT for i-duno-what-reason when he wanted to go toilet..the gal keep on following him..that was totally annoying -___-"" after all of us came out,our face expression changed.... Friday, October 30, 2009
i duno what is wrong with me..i somehow feel like giving up at this particular moment but i told myself not to.. trying my best to concentrate on my drawing..but i failed to do so today...that was the main reason why i was actually so grumpy... i erased,erased,erased again and again...until i become so grumpy with it!!! i don care..i continued with it..but still..i cant put my 100% concentration on it..i get distracted by a small lil thing..and i cant observe properly..i cant produce a perfect detail drawing.. not even one..how about 10 or more????A BIG SIGHHHH!!!! it is torturing!!!!!30 or more pieces of artwork to be finished in just a week..wthhhHH!!!not only drawing..but DETAIL DRAWING!! when mum was back home...she nagged at me... and at this particular moment,i feel like changing course!!!but i told myself not to give up so easily!!! when im lost,stress..i hope u r always there to talk to me..to be there for me..if im always ur first priority... Monday, October 26, 2009
nice voice =) sudd so into him..keep on watching his videos...GOSSSHHHH!!! i stopped watching all diz kinda videos for a period of time.. and now..im back searching diz kinda video...stop me pleaseeeee i duno how to express my feelings through blogs anymore....i mean words.. i feel like blogging what i felt today towards friends..but im not good in expressing anymore.. i would rather keep it to myself..and daddy =) thanks daddy,i always blurt it out on you only... so wait until i feel like expressing or blogging..i wont be blogging that often... i lost my interest on blogging already... lastly,don take me for advantage...thanks =) Sunday, October 18, 2009
 Sorry to inform Nicholas Teo pillars of the liver by bacterial infection, now emergency admission to hospital, He unable to attend next two weeks the activities and promotion in mainland China, Sorry for any inconvenience caused (Malaysia Warner Music Artist Management Department) it's been a long time since i blog about my idol =) anyway,get well soon and have enough of rest...put everything aside right now and just rest..everything will be fine =) |