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she's a very stubborn and sensitive girl.easily cry over a small thing and when she's angry.That's just a way to release her anger.
she doesnt really know how to make up her mind and always being confused between a few decisions.she doesnt stay permanent on something she chose.she changes her mind easily.
she loves laughing around and with her smile on her face most of the time.A happy-go-lucky girl.
get very happy and excited very easily too =)
but take my word for it,she gets moody very easily too.
thats what most of the cancerians do.


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my days, not yours.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

life's getting tougher day by day ='( lots of conflicts are happening day after day..and im getting bored with it...feeling so frustrated sometimes..but i couldnt do anything..

when u are complaining to me all those things,did u actually think all over again that u were the one who did it??im so upset when i got to know all those things...i just kept quiet not to create any problemss(so not me anymore)..but it is piling up day by day

and you......all that u hv done..now u r asking us for help..whoaaa!!!!i salute this kinda ppl..

and you..whatever that is out from your mouth is never a good thing..at the beginning im fine with it..i can joke with you i don mind..but when it comes to serious,please be serious..when a person is fking down and need encourages..ur words that are out from your mouth are always and never an encouraging word at all..


11:00 PM
Wednesday, November 4, 2009

have been drawing for the past 1 week...exactly a week..staying up late every night to draw in the kitchen coz my table in the room is small to fit an art block with laptop and other stuff..so i decided to do it in the kichen instead..
*sleeping while waiting for their turn to present*
so after a week of drawing,we have to present all our 30++ pages of artwork to lecturer today..some of them didnt have enough of time to draw,some of them didnt get to sleep just to finish the drawing last night..

after a week of hard work,ntg is paid off i guess..everyone got it from CHE MAT..although the drawing is oso get it from him..a week of hard work paid off by getting criticized by CHE MAT!!

well,the first 3 person go in to the class 1st..so fook was the 1st..ZS the 2nd,koo 4th,me 5th and so on..when it was ZS presenting, koo and i were waiting..che mat went out when fook and ZS were presenting..and he was not there when koo was presenting,i was hoping tht he wil not be there when im presenting..but..BOOOOM!!!he came in out of a sudden when koo was presenting..everything went on smoothly when he was not there..half way koo was presenting he came in and start with his criticism..the previous presentation was liddat too..he came in when it was my turn to present..so i went there..he comment on mine.. "WHY YOUR DESCRIPTION SO SHORT?? " *he was the one who said write any description on every picture..jsut write..just need to hv description on it..fine..

he asked again "THIS IS AN OLD O MODERN STORY?" i answered old..and he started again " OLD WHY YOU DRAW THE HAIR LIKE THAT..IT LOOKS LIKE HIM * pointing at matt when he just came in*"
i drew this,yeaaa..hero from tvxq =) LOL!!well,i didnt learn any figure drawing..and i didnt even learned anything from my drawing class last sem..

i kept quiet again...den HANAFIA,another lecturer said i put effort more on background research(5 marks) than analytical studies(10 marks) which makes me down..the background research i did it for like few hours yday..the analytical studies used up 6 days to draw..sighh =(

so everything was okie...den i was keeping my stuff to go out..den che mat saw my design for the PRECEDENT STUDIES cover..i did 2 layers for it and he saw 1 oni..it looks weird with 1 paper..it shud comes with 2 papers..sighh =( and he started again.. "WHAT IS THIS?!?!!BIRTHDAY IS IT?!?!CANTIK MEMANG CANTIK TAPI TAK SESUAI" haizzz...tht was when i wanted to go out d..SUAY!let him see tht..

this time i didnt argue with che mat anymore like previously..maybe tht time it was about me,so theres alot of things for me to say..unlike this..i heard that he was not in the good mood after 1 of the gal(before fook's turn) the gal was not dng well..she drew cartoon for it..and CHE MAT shouted " HOW OLD ARE YOU ALREADY!!WHY ARE YOU DRAWING THIS??"

after her,all get it from CHE MAT too...and there was an international student who keep on begging CHE MAT for i-duno-what-reason when he wanted to go toilet..the gal keep on following him..that was totally annoying -___-""

after all of us came out,our face expression changed....


1:35 PM
Friday, October 30, 2009

i duno what is wrong with me..i somehow feel like giving up at this particular moment but i told myself not to..

trying my best to concentrate on my drawing..but i failed to do so today...that was the main reason why i was actually so grumpy...

i erased,erased,erased again and again...until i become so grumpy with it!!!

i don care..i continued with it..but still..i cant put my 100% concentration on it..i get distracted by a small lil thing..and i cant observe properly..i cant produce a perfect detail drawing..

not even one..how about 10 or more????A BIG SIGHHHH!!!!

it is torturing!!!!!30 or more pieces of artwork to be finished in just a week..wthhhHH!!!not only drawing..but DETAIL DRAWING!!

when mum was back home...she nagged at me...

and at this particular moment,i feel like changing course!!!but i told myself not to give up so easily!!!

when im lost,stress..i hope u r always there to talk to me..to be there for me..if im always ur first priority...




6:59 PM
Monday, October 26, 2009


nice voice =) sudd so into him..keep on watching his videos...GOSSSHHHH!!!
i stopped watching all diz kinda videos for a period of time..
and now..im back searching diz kinda video...stop me pleaseeeee



10:49 PM

i duno how to express my feelings through blogs anymore....i mean words..

i feel like blogging what i felt today towards friends..but im not good in expressing anymore..

i would rather keep it to myself..and daddy =) thanks daddy,i always blurt it out on you only...

so wait until i feel like expressing or blogging..i wont be blogging that often...

i lost my interest on blogging already...

lastly,don take me for advantage...thanks =)


8:09 PM
Sunday, October 18, 2009



Sorry to inform Nicholas Teo pillars of the liver by bacterial infection, now emergency admission to hospital, He unable to attend next two weeks the activities and promotion in mainland China, Sorry for any inconvenience caused
(Malaysia Warner Music Artist Management Department)


it's been a long time since i blog about my idol =) anyway,get well soon and have enough of rest...put everything aside right now and just rest..everything will be fine =)


6:43 PM
Friday, October 9, 2009

the shops are all closed and it is like a dead town in ara damansara during the night..the whole street is dark and quiet except FULLHOUSE..it is the only shop tht is available during night..yi chien brought us there coz we duno the way there and i wanted to go there for very long d after seeing pictures,reading blogs of those who went there..

it was indeed a nice place..very peaceful and soothing songs are on..everything is white,i feel very comfortable to be inside there..the decorations and all are perfect!!!

the food was just okie okiee..but the carbonara is niceee =)

everything was just perfect..baby,i wish to go with u too,okiee??















8:30 PM
Thursday, October 8, 2009

i met up with few of my close classmates after so long =(

went for bah kut teh with engkhoon,kao phang and eseong in the morning and evon smsed me tht her skul gonna over at 1.20 on tht day..since her skul over earlier,theres more time to hang out..

so we went over to mgs kedai depan there to waste our time while waiting for evon to finish her school..picked her up and she was complaining tht she looks weird to go out with her school uniform outfit so i decided to go back to change clothes too..she bathe and wore my clothes..

it is kinda hard to choose clothes for her coz she keeps on saying that she cant fit in it!and asking me to find a bigger one..

brought her over to snowflakes for dessert again..weeeHEE!!i find tht i love bringing my friends over there to eat..hehe!she was one of the dessert fans too =)

on the way fetching her back home,elaine called and ask us to go out..i decided to go to her house instead..

just get to hang out a while with them oni...makes me recall back secondary school memories again..everything is still very fresh in my mind..everything seems to happen yesterday only..

none of us actually changed alot too =) most of them getting prettier and prettier day by day..unlike me..getting uglier..sighHH!!i hate my fringe!!please grow 3cm a day...LOL!thts too much i guess?

do u believe that i actually keep on combing my hair so tht my fringe wil grow longer faster?sometimes i even pull it...wth i noe..






6:43 PM
Monday, October 5, 2009

my finals ended on las thursday..and i hv been gng out everyday since i finished my finals..nope..before and during the finals i already went out..

right after my las paper on thursday,i went back home as fast as possible and baby picked me up from my house and went to taylors PJ for yeonghann's serving..3 of us including eseong..it was yeonghann's 1st serving..and he got bullied by 2 of them..haha!

as usual,limteh at night....

i had sore throat right after i woke up yday morning...and drank lots lots of water..if u r my fren,u will noe tht i don drink water..and i hate drinking water..all i drink are only soft drinks or sumting tht is cold and sweet..

went out with baby to cineleisure to watch the ugly truth..after watching the movie i had a lil bit of flu out of sudden and i started don feel comfortable with it d..i hate flu!!it makes me tired and cant breathe well..as well as i cant sleep well too..sighh..

i suggested to go to secret recipe since both of us duno wut to eat...and i ordered the tomyam noodle again..i already had a bad sore throat and i stil eat tomyam..goshhhH!!

after eating,we went back to klang and headed off to pandamaran for see goh teng with eng khoon...i already feel like half dead tht time..same goes to baby..but i was craving for see goh teng coz of my throat..i feel like drinking something cold tht soothes my throat..but it was stil the same after drinking..

went back home and tried to sleep...i was very tired but i cant sleep well coz of my throat and the flu =( i didnt reali get to sleep the whole night..i wake up every half hour..

i recovered from sore throat but i had cough instead,the nxt day.....went for mi hun ke with baby during the noon and i slept the whole day..but still..i wake up every half hour..

baby is gng back to singapore later at 10.15pm =( but i cant send him off =( sighhh....im sick at the wrong time..im sick during the holidays which i shud enjoy to the max..and the day baby is gng back to singapore =(




im thinking of deleting my blog..should i??


7:54 PM
Wednesday, September 30, 2009

today should be one of the happy day =) coz tomoro is the last paper which is the english paper..and we don even need to study it..haha!

so today com graphics paper was a shit...20 objectives for section A i think i oni noe 3 out of 20...subjectives were okie i guess..

yday was my 1st time gng out from the exam hall earli..usuali i will wait until the time the exam ends..but yday i finished 4 essays in 15-20 minutes and waited until 9.30 to get out from the hall..haha!

oh yea..as i mentioned above,today shud be one of the happy day..it considered as the exam is finish coz tmr english paper doesnt need to study =) after the computer graphics paper,all of us were sitting at the stairs and they planned to go out...

so out of a sudden peggy said wana go subang to hv snowflakes..so after thinking twice*coz i need to drive all the way to subang and den all the way back to cyber again which i can just go back to klang from subang*

so KS borrowed another car from a fren so tht i don need to fetch my friends back to cyber after tht..so another fella with a car disagreed with the idea and tot of gng to puchong ioi mall oni..if u guys noe,puchong and subang is damn DAMN DAMN freaking near..so we gals stil insisted to go..and i suggested him to folo KS car to go oni..since i think he was frustrated about his petrol...and he was okie after tht...

i cant speed since KS is following my car..and he doesnt noe the way there..until we reach there,as u guys noe,SS15 is very very very difficult to get a parking..and they started to be very angry about it after 1 round of finding parking..nonsense right?!?!!!i tell u!!i even find parking over there for 45 minutes before oso k!!!PLEASE!!!narrow minded...diz is what happens on the usual day..it is not like the cyber..the dead town okiee!!!please be exposed!!

they stil insisted to go to IOI mall in puchong..all the way to subang and doesnt wana go to the place in subang and go all the way bak to puchong just for a MCD??lifeless -____-""

matt was explaining tht we can get to sunway from SS15 in just 5 minutes..just from a roundabout 12 o'clock and thts it..but they r not the local ppl stil don understand -___-"" we stopped right opposite the sunway to discussed about it..and they stil stick to their narrow minded thinking..so we decided to split since they always want the gals to respect their decision..not the 1st time..and it is not tht we ALWAYS come out hanging out together..money is always their matter...cant just shut the fking mouth and just keep inside the heart..why hv to complain everything..it is even worst than a gal..

he was saying it was difficult to get the parking in sunway diz and tht..please..did u ever reali come over to sunway before..it is weekdays..it is not even lunch time yet..U DUNO ANYTHING DEN DON SIMPLY TALK OKIEE!!!!

we found the parking right after we went in to the carpark -____-"" don talk craps nxt time.....

when we gals meet diz kinda guys..we were terrified..peggy,lay hong and me were like questioning each other..how they gonna have gf nxt time when they count each and every things..gooossshhhHH!!

we were in a very happy and excited mood to hang out..and bcoz of diz,everyone was very MOODY!!especially lay hong..seriously,it was my 1st time seeing her so angry...sighhhh....coz of them -____-"""

please..Media appreciation does teach us about PARADIGM!!paradigm means
Living through a paradigm is like always looking through the same window, and thus always seeing the same little segment of the world and
Paradigm shifts allow you to think outside your current pattern of thought and thus come up with fresh new solutions.

diz is inside media appreciation notes week 3..look for it if u don understand..please think outside of your current pattern..and learn to be MORE GENTLEMAN!!!!!


8:26 PM